by, July 18th, 2009 at 09:44 PM (14318 Views)
I just need to vent a little. I know I shouldn't let it get to me, but sometimes, people just rub me the wrong way. That's an understatement, but I really don't want to be too rude.
Why is it, that some people, no matter what, have to manipulate every other human being around them as well as every single situation they are in? And then, when things don't go the way they anticipate, they always, and I mean ALWAYS, play the victim!
I am so fed up with this kind of action in this world. I try to send more love to those who do this kind of thing because they need it most, but sometimes, I get overloaded and can't handle it.
I guess it's good that I have this blog option here for just this sort of venting. Kinda handy I guess.
I really don't care if anyone actually reads this. Like I said, I'm just venting. Getting some of this stress off my chest. I've got a lot on my mind right now with these individuals and work and all kinds of stuff. More stuff than I have time for. I'm surprised I found time to blog this.
Oh well, I kinda feel a little better now. One thing off my mind. One of many, but I don't want to get into too much right now. Maybe I'll sit down another time and blog some more.
As positive as I am all the time, sometimes it gets hard and I crack. I lash out at those that I love most. But I think that's only because they are there and they know that I love them and don't mean to harm them but words fly. Nothing attacking, but more of a rant of anger. I am extremely grateful that I could never physically harm another human being. I have a hard time verbally attacking others, but if I have no choice, they'll hear it from me. I have no problem putting someone in their place when it comes down to it.
Words are the most powerful thing we have. And I guess that's what the whole manipulation thing boils down to. Words. Well, I do like to beat them at their own game. Manipulate the manipulators I guess.
BTW, if those who I am talking about are reading this, so be it. You will never win this game you have going with me and my family. Be mad. Cry your crocodile tears. I am always one step ahead of you. You will never beat me or bring me down to the point where I will not quickly get back up. Enough is enough. I will never give up my fight. Not with you, not with anyone. Will you?
I don't live my life based on fear. If I did, I don't think I would get through this life. I stand up for what I believe in. I stand up for what is right. And I stand up for those who cannot stand up for themselves. I am love and light. Infinite conciousness.