After I read the statement above
"Of course there are developments that need to " bubble to the surface" but I am good with simply watching the process unfold.
I realized how misleading that statement actually is...It needs correction. NO I am not " content" to just stand by the sidelines and watch things unfold. I intend to do as much as I can to uncover just exactly what has been happening.
Its not enough to chalk it up to a " conspiracy". I want to know exactly how all of this came together and also how is this " force " affecting each of us today. This is something that is part of our process. Without understanding what has happened in the past.... what is happening now.... we can't go forward. Remembering my vision/dream of the man on the grey horse. One swing of the banner for the past.... another for NOW and still another for the future..... and then he points off.... I just want to see what he sees from his vantage point.... and know what he points to.
That doesn't mean that I think I have a whole lot of control over the situation... or even expect it in the future.... but I certainly am not standing by without putting effort into this process.