Linda Brown's "Rain On The Windows Papers" - A Continuation

Sorry, forgot a vision. This one happened before the other.

I can see the back of a 3 story large grey-sided house. there is a deck across the back, but the deck does not span the entire length of the house, it maybe runs 3/4? Lots of windows. It's not an older looking house, it's more modern looking. It almost reminds me of a townhouse from the shape, but it's 1 house, not divided in any way.

Someday when we meet I will show you some pictures of a house that means alot to me.... It is a three story structure... with a porch that spans just a portion of the back of the house. It is a lovely home... the kitchen has professional chefs stainless stove and utilities and granite counters....... and alot of windows looking out to the porch. The predominant colors inside are stone hues.... greys and light beiges.... There is a LARGE fieldstone fireplace in the livingroom and one also in the kitchen, which makes it very unusual.

Just giving you that description in case you happened to see more. Currently it is without furniture except for a lone mattress that its owner leaves on the floor in one of the bedrooms so that he has a place to sleep when he visits the house... but he hasn't moved in yet. Still making it the way he wants it.......

A lovely place. I hope you get a chance to see more of it.

Linda

I would love to see those pictures as well as meet one day.

But the house was only the beginning. And does this house relate to the man in the brown uniform? and the particle accelerator? Those things, I don't know.

I shouldn't say the house was the beginning, because technically, it wasn't. The dream which I have yet to post was where this one began.

I mentioned recently that I have at least four more chapters to write in the REWRITE of the Good-Bye man..... One of them is going to be a discussion of the " Rain on the Window " Papers and how they have affected me through my life.

Maybe some of you will understand how absolutely intimidating this chapter is to me. How do I ever explain that I found papers enclosed with a note dated in 1944... in my Dads unmistakable hand....
Telling me that the words on the papers are true......I first found that box of papers in 1963..... and again after Dads death in 1985.... and travelled with them when " Morgan" came back into my life.... and they were a BIG part of his plans.....so what does that mean?

When my writing partner joined me Jan studied the selection of papers that were left for me after Morgans visit..... she informed me that these were WORD FOR WORD identical to a group of "messages" that were "channeled" to various people during the seventies ( I think.)

I have to tell you that some of these papers make me VERY uncomfortable. And I don't know why. Maybe because I realize that I am totally "over my head" here mentally and in my grasp of what was going on actually. How did I come by these papers? I just know that the box has been with me since at least the early sixties.... but how is this possible if they are exact copies of words not " channeled" until ten years later!

Can someone offer ANY IDEAS for an explanation?

Can you understand why this subject is difficult to even try to put into any kind of chapter?

Linda

And the oddest thing is that circumstances combined to help me find my way here to Lady of Lights Forum. Co-incidence? Hardly.

Linda

When "Morgan" spread the contents of the stationary box all over the room.... he scattered the pages on the bed, on the floor... all over.... and then he walked over them... looking down.... and so very quickly picking the ones out that he handed to me. How did he recognize which ones to hand me? It was if he was seeing them in a different color or something that strange... his response was immediate....He gathered the balance and I haven't seen them since... nor has he volunteered where they are being kept and why it was important to give me some and yet not the others.

Actually thats fine with me because the pages that I was left.... are difficult enough for me to understand. In a couple of weeks perhaps I can copy some of them here and you guys can tell me what they might mean to you.

How could these words have been channeled ten years after when I first read them.

Did I have the " master script?"

Its a strange thing to think that people could be encouraged to say the exact words.......My head hurts.

Linda