Note that Mikado says that his "group" is working on this. Now understand.... for the first several years he represented himself as my " little brother"completely in support of what I was doing. Now he weaves this tale about finding out a " truth" which changed everything for him and yes.... allowed him to turn his back on me completely. Strangely this was only AFTER I discovered that he ( admittedly) was doing stuff behind my back and wasn't telling me.... using me... one of them smirked... " as a mascot....." ....
when I objected I found myself out in the cold....And he turned into the viper that you see represented by his actions and his words..... He turned so quickly that it is as if one mask fell away and the real Mikado was revealed. I kept having the vision that there were TWO Mikados. Sadly I think that I have been trying to give him a more noble purpose than what actually has existed.
To those who have tried to see this as a little squabble between childish acting adults... Let me assure you that you can think that ONLY because you don't know what has been at stake here.
How many times I wonder has this happened in history? Mikado is trying to reap the benefits .... and gathering the credit to himself for this research while Muddying both my reputation and Dads. He has turned into the " eraser" that my Dad told me to stand up against. " YOU ARE THE MOMENT BETWEEN THE CHALK AND THE ERASER."
The fact that I am still " around" is now and forever will be a major embarassment to Mikado and his " GRoup". Just my opinion here... looking at the way things have rolled out. They thought that I would just walk off into the desert and give up.
But then Smith showed up and things changed entirely.
In fact it was " Smith " who told me that he had serious doubts that Mikado had anything to show for his efforts actually. It was he who suggested that this might all be smoke and mirrors on Mikados part and the best defense of course is to go on the attack. Nearly everything that he has claimed against me... he has been guilty of. Its been LIES on his end of things... and as soon as Smith showed up he knew that I would see through what he had been doing.
I can choose to believe that here was never anything there to begin with... or I can consider that Mikado has been part of a group that has put out a very large spider web here hoping to get themselves on the inside. Both might be true...
When that failed....they have now moved on....... If I choose to believe that there is no group... and his work... following his line of inquiry never panned out....That may explain why Mikado is so bitter and angry.... and of course.... he has to blame someone... but he doesn't want to accept that......or PERHAPS it was all a sham from the beginning....
Either way... its just an interesting observation. Not going to make a whit of difference in what happens in the future. I believe that Mikado has exposed himself and his actions well enough to allow others to decide.
Sometimes I think that navigating in another dimension just might be simpler than trying to make sense of the actions of some in this one! Linda