Well, here's what I believe on this dying and being judged. You are the ONLY person who could possibly judge you because only YOU know EVERYTHING you've done in your life, no one else. I don't believe that there's a god that watches every single little thing that we all do here. There's a higher force at work that created things, sure, but YOU are the judge and THAT'S why "only the good die young", they are not afraid of what they've done; they are not afraid to be judged, but the evil people are and therefore seem to hang around on this planet with us forever.
EVeryone has a shadow self, and we all will face it sooner or later, because it IS us.