This post is dedicated to anyone who has experienced anything similar and who has been afraid to talk about their experiences. It is never easy to talk about such a controversial topic and in many cases you will be told you're crazy or it's all in your mind. Tonight I talk about some of my most personal experiences.
Anyways my Interest in ETs started at a young age. When I was in my early teens my mom had taken me to Media Play, I was a big video gamer at the time and was always looking for something good. Anyways, on that particular day I was wandering the isles and happened to find a interactive Sightings CD. There was only one on the shelves and I grabbed it as quickly as possible. When I arrived home I immediately opened the CD and popped the CD into my computer. The CD talked about a wide rage of ET sightings and real life case of close encounters. I remember my friends and I staying up late at night and going though the whole CD many times.
By the time I was in 8th grade the thing I wanted to do the most was go out in the world and look for these things. I would visit the sightings website frequently and read many of the reports. Of course when you get older things change and for some reason which I don't remember fully I put all this interest in the back of my mind.
When I was in my mid teens I had a lot going on in my life, but I will remember one night vividly. I had went to bed early for some reason but don't remember why. I remember falling asleep, and shortly after all I remember was standing in my driveway in the middle of the night watching a big craft hovering above me, I don't know if this was an OBE or If I was physically standing in my driveway. I do remember that I was wearing the night shirt I went to bed in that night. I remember that I started to float upward towards the craft and then all of a sudden everything went black. A few minutes later I remember floating back down again and once again everything went black. The next morning when I got out of bed I felt like I had been up all night, I was extremely tired and sore and couldn't figure out whey this was the case because I had gone to bed so early.
As I progressed though my teens I had trouble dealing with depression and anxiety so all my time and effort went towards merely trying to get though those issues. It wasn't until my early 20's that I was at a period in my life that I could concentrate on my interests again. Although by this time my once fascination with extraterrestrials and long been forgotten. It wasn't until I had a number of experiences and came into contact with a number of really cool people that my interest was rekindled. The first experience I had was I had an OBE were I traveled to what appeared at the time as a city, the only thing off about the city was it flew. When I entered it, I was welcomed back by a women who sat in the center of the giant flying city. She asked me how I was doing and how things were going, we talked for a little while and then I left. While I was there I remember seeing what appeared to be technology far more advanced that anything I've had seen before. I mingled with the people there for a while and we talked about what we were doing and where we were going.
A year or so after this experience I had multiple ET dreams, many of them I would be trying to work on something and I would look into the sky and see ships, flying by. In one dream I was in school working on a school project only the school was on a different planet and the project was to develop a satellite system that could travel through dimensions and observe the development of other planets. Everyone whore what appeared to be different colored clothes or training suits. In another dream I was on a ship in the soar system and I was watching a planet on a display that was where our asteroid belt is now.
As the dreams and OBEs progressed I cam into contact with two people who ended up pointing me in the direction of ET related information and this is when I became familiar with the term "ED". Strangely enough one of the people was only around long enough to point me in a direction, I lost contact with them shortly after. The second I still communicate with to to this day, although I have not had contact with them for almost a month now.
I have talked to others who who were part of other groups of people who are familiar with the same topics, some people would talk about experiences they had with with "government" looking people. All of this really didn't bother, nor scare me in anyway, you would think that it did but it just felt normal to me. Although I never talked about it in the open with many people. Now in my mid to late 20's I can say everything has changed for me. I used to laugh at the idea of reptilian ETs, not anymore. One night I was mediating because I had class the next day, It had taken years but I actually had become good at tuning into my other senses. Astral Projection, Remote Viewing, and others had become normal to me. Anyways, during my meditation session I was able to connect to some government base, it was underground and I was watching the soldiers walk around, nothing to out of the ordinary right... Wrong, behind the soldiers were reptilian looking humanoids. The reptilians immeadatly turned and knew I was watching them, they tried to connect but I broke the connection and tried to convince myself that I must of been seeing things.
Months later, I got similar images at night I would feel like there was something in the room with me, this has never bothered me because I have been used to it for a long time. Shortly later during mediation I would get all sorts of images of different ET/EDs many of them would make telepathic contact or communicate though the use of thought forms. In some cases they would become so clear that you could almost reach out and touch them. One morning I lay resting in my bed only to have one of them to connect somehow to me and I could hear them in my head so strongly that it was if they were leaning over my right shoulder talking into my ear. They said something along the lines of ; "We are the Bernar or Bernarians, believe us when we tell you that you are not from here." Of course it freaked me out a little, a group of ETs just told me I wasn't from this planet, they then went on to talk about what the world would experience in 2012. "By the end of 2012 people will know something is going on, and in 2013 will be a year of confusion. It won't be until 2014 that things will start to make since." The they finished with "Concentrate and you will always be able to hear us." This has happened happened a couple other times since then but with different groups.
Eventually I began to connect to a being I call Aurora or A. for short. In many of my dreams she remains invisible only to touch me to get my attention, sometimes she will come into my room and just lay next to me. When I initially asked her what group she was from she would say things like "does it matter, I'm hear?" at least that's the vibes I would get from here. Later she would tell me she was Anunnaki. A and I get along good and I will often fall asleep at night talking to her only to wake up in the morning the feeling her standing in the room or laying next to me. I know how people feel about the Anunnaki, as well as the reptilians, it took me a while to get used to them.
The one thing I have learned from this is, the world is not what it seems, we are not what we seem. There are places out there that are filled with discoveries. This illusion, is slowly coming down it seems. Anyway, it feels good to write about this stuff .