[Bombshell!] I feel lost and really alone

I have been having strange phenomenon in my dreams lately. I have not spoken to any of my family because they all think that I am a little different anyways as it is. I feel like I don't belong, like I am not related to any of them. I knew that my father was my father, but for the longest time, I had this feeling that my mother was not my mother. Also lately I have been experiencing these odd dreams and occurrences, for example, I had a sore and a lump on my rib cage, and its been bothering me for a while to the touch. Last night I had the most strange dream, had it not been blurred and all mixed together I probably would have just brushed it aside like any other one of my dreams. The strangest thing happened though, while I was in that blurry state of mind the one thing that I could remember was that they were opening up my side, where my rib is. I could feel the pain, in my dream, and can just feel them doing whatever it was they were doing. I forgot about it all day today until I felt my side and the lump and the sore are healed up. its a little sore, but I can actually run my finger along my rib without feeling a lump or it hurting. I feel like I'm going crazy and that no one will understand me. I'm certainly not going to go to the doctor either and tell them that aliens healed me in my sleep.

First things first, you’re not alone. Know this.

Second, what you describe is not all that uncommon, it’s just that people don’t like to talk about their experiences as such because of fear of ridicule and rejection and stuff.

One of two things happened. Either A) It was aliens that removed the lump/pain while you slept, and had you in a semi-lucid state, or B) It all happened at a spiritual, or astral level, while not alien as such, they are beings that are around us regardless of what state we’re in. Does that make sense? If not, I can try to elaborate on what I mean.

There are beings, some may consider alien, but I don’t (mostly), that live simultaneously with us. These beings may appear from time to time as “ghosts” or what have you, and sometimes they can make contact only within the astral (or dream) realm. If this was the case, then it could have easily been some of these beings that aided you.

If it was any form of alien, which it most likely was, it is possible that you are part of whatever they are, hence why your mother not feeling like your mother, and why they chose to heal you in the first place.

This does open up for a lot more questions and I’m sure you will see many signs for the answers for some of what’s going on.

So, you’re NOT crazy, in ANY way!!! Remember that!!! I’m glad you spoke out and came here because not only with this help you, but it can and will help others as well who are experiencing similar things. Thank you!

And no, I don’t think it’s a good idea to tell the doctor(s) what happened. They’re stuck in their predetermined belief system and can’t comprehend anything else usually. It’s best to talk about this with like-minded people to help sort things out.

I can only hope that something I’ve said here today helps. I’m willing to talk more about this and help in any way I can if you need it.

What your saying makes a lot of sense, and this isn't the first time that I have had dreams like these. I don't quite understand why there isn't a lot of communication or why after 22 years of me going through all of this why I have never really started realizing anything until now. I have a lot that I have blocked out, I wish there was a way I could shut my brain down and go into another state... the only time I've ever really been able to shut my mind off and be able to concentrate just enough to drift off into meditation was when I was heavily sedated and even then it was hard for someone to put me under hypnosis...

I wish that I had more answers directly... mostly from what I've seen of them they are tall skinny and ive only seen glimpses of them, almost like they don't want me to know that they are there...

This is not the first time they've been there, and I'm pretty sure it won't be the last either. It's almost as if they're watching out for you, or watching over you. I don't get that they're harmful. And ya, they probably don't want you to see them or know who they are because if you knew, it might change things. Say if you're part of them, it might change how you react to things here if you knew so it's better to keep things this way.

The one thing that I've observed with this kind of thing is that these beings are almost NEVER forthcoming, so the lack of communication is not surprising. I would try asking them questions, and if they wish to answer, although not directly, they will show you any aspects you need to know, that they CAN show or tell you.

A lot of your answers will be hidden in plain sight, you just have to allow yourself to see them and not pass them off as nothing.

All I got is time anyhow, but I still hate it when anyone beats around the bush. I'm straightforward and to the point, I like to get things done and not wait.

Hi,

Don't feel alone. Things like this have happened to me over the years. When I was in my late 20's I had several experiences with what I felt were aliens, but I never saw them once. Things would happen when I was asleep or half-asleep, really. One time I felt as if some kind of transmitter or receiver was placed through my nose and into my brain. Later, I had a several episodes, again asleep, where I felt I was listening in to a conversation though I could not quite make out the words. One time when this happened I had the distinct impression that whoever was talking suddenly realized that I was listening to them and immediately this person/entity went completely quiet. There is something going on all around us whether it is aliens, angels or ??? I'm not sure what it is. A lot of people have these experiences but just don't talk about them.

I know I am not the only one out here, I just feel like if I ever even so much as said anything to anyone that was close to me in any aspect I wouldn't have them in my life anymore... but how do you keep on living your life like your reality is everyone else's but your own? What I mean by that is, I am stuck in a fog and no one knows about it and I surely cannot pull myself out of it, if I cannot truly understand it myself...