Linda Brown – Daughter of Thomas Townsend Brown (TTB)

I will get back to you on that particular ping CAT. Its important. But right now I wanted to say this.....

I am presenting this as a theory to be discussed.... and eventually proven or disproven, as all theories are meant to be. At the very least it will make for some interesting and I hope fruitful conversations!

I submit that the human body has within it.... certain cells that are sensitive to what might be called " Electrogravitic pulses" If some of you don't know what is meant by that... trust me... there are such things..

The sensitivity can be toward the beneficial and positive or to the alternate side.... almost as if they were polarities....

I suggest that this method of control through "Pulses" is in the hands of those who would use it to control the actions and paths of others..

And of course there are many different avenues that this theory takes ( It can be wonderfully positive of course and profoundly inspirational) but I would like to discuss one of the negative avenues...

This negative situation I believe is in use NOW by a shadowy and unnamed human organization. We can get into THAT discussion later but right now I would simply like to focus on how they operate using this technology.

Because of its history with me I have decided to call it the Mikado Effect.... or simply THE MIKADO... which is known as a black engine historically. In this context it is the driving force for negativity and dissention between humans....

Linda

The Mikado Effect - What is it?

They had quite a discussion on the Mikado Effect. It might be of interest.

Linda

This is from Zorgons Forum... posted quite a long time ago but I wanted to share the sentiment again/
Sometimes you can spend alot of time in one direction ( the way that I did at the Pegasus Consortium ) and then discover that you have made a mistake going in that direction in the first place.

Re: Correcting some misinformation

" Reply #168 on: July 11, 2012, 07:59:08 PM »Well, I am glad that you guys have that all figured out!

I have been thinking.
Rose knows what that means.
Zorgon..... uh.... it might take me too long to explain so i am just going to say it.

I have been going in the wrong direction. I thought that following your hyperspace section and your aviation pieces were important to me because.... gee.... look at all of the time that you have invested in that direction. Look at all of the wonderful links! And I know that its all going to be treasure for someone... but I realized with a jolt....I am exploring in the wrong direction..... for me and for what I need to do...

Rose....Remember the picture of Dad and me on the Deck of the Duchess?.... if I can find it I would post it so that you could see it too Zorgon. Its a hot summer day in 1960.... I am just 15 years old....and Dad for some silly reason is pointing to the sky..... I don't know why he did that... its always been sort of a silly photo.... Morgan however made a comment about that picture... calling Dad a sly fox or words similar..." Point them in one direction ( the sky) while the submarine passes under you going in the opposite direction."

That didn't have the proper meaning to me until just today.

With your new posts Rose it all sort of came downhill on me.... and where I was working so hard to get information when we were talking spaceplanes etc etc etc.... Now....information is coming to me easily.

I am just sorry that this didn't happen earlier. I probably could have spared you all alot of strange rambling messages on my part but I was constantly searching... searching... searching.... the dates 1953 coming up over and over and then 1962.... and I know you will laugh at my " Now you are cooking" statement Zorgon but that came at a moment where the last few things fell into place....I took it as a special message.

Now the hard part... going back over what I now KNOW and putting the solid facts in a string of dots that can not be contested by any one.

That's something that I promise I will not drag you through.....

Thanks for your patience with me... Linda Logged

Well, I am glad that phase of my situation came to a close. But I did learn some things from it. One is that in my new book I have to offer alot of well verified foot notes.... so as people read they can double check how I came to some of the conclusions I have reached. We may come to different conclusions but isn't that the name of our human condition? We should be allowed to form our own opinions... but we shouldn't be hand fed information without the ability to check things on our own.

So I think that I have beaten this forum to the 10,000 visitor mark because tomorrwo morning I will be handing my revised copy of " The Good-Bye Man" over to Rose for her opinion and editing skills.... and then in the following week other copies will be winging their way to sort of a special panel for their review and comments.

And while that is happening I am going to go " hands off" everything for a couple of weeks.

If I get quiet here, just know that I am resting and recharging my batteries. We still have a very long road ahead of us! Linda

Well I guess we reached that special benchmark at about the same time so maybe we are a draw here! We have passed the 10,000 views watermark.... and I have completed the first phase of the rewrite at the same time.

Thanks so much, all of you, for showing your interest in the " Daughter of Thomas Townsend Brown" thread here. I appreciate your spoken and unspoken support.

Linda

I would like to share this bit of wisdom from Hobbit, just posted on the cosmic-token. It fits here too .
http://www.cosmic-token.com/forum/viewtopic.php?p=12796#p12796


hobbit » Thu Jun 13, 2013 9:42 am

Scooby Doo.
Where Angels fear to tread.
But not hobbits.

I kept saying to RON that I had a high regard for HIM, and I still do.
Perhaps his NDEs left Him open to alternative dimensions???

I have waffled enough about straight lines etc, but trains run upon tracks, so it is the ideal anology to express( pun)
how two sets of lines can run in parallel, but one train is going in exactly the opposite direction.

You can go as far back as any history is recorded and find how people( vehicles) have become possessed, but by what?, and how?
There are then many methods of reverting this possession, as such.
The only book I have fully read, is the hobbit, and there must be some reason for that?
I did pretty well on a book about the Rosicrucians, and Mr Twigsnapper asking what I knew of the Rosy cross fuelled that.
It is very interesting how both sides of the rosicrucions have respect for the other, and there is often trip overs across from white to black.
And there is no light without darkness.
hobbit

And these are the companions that I treasure the most on this experience. What he says here is quite right. There is no light without darkness.

I have one Chapter in my new rewrite that is for the moment.... blank.

Its Chapter 13.

The mental image I have of it is that its like thirteenth floor on a solid building. The floor is there but the elevator never mentions it. ( some of you might remember those old elevators which never had a 13th floor)

At this exact moment I have no idea what is supposed to be placed in that Chapter 13. I just know that it needs to be there. Now I am waiting because I know that it has a purpose and that it will all head in my direction before this Rewrite gets officially published. Its interesting to have a blank chapter sitting there in the middle of my book....

Just waiting. As Dad said.... " Just wait for it".

And I am especially pleased that I was able to get my rewrite accomplished ( in the main) by Fathers Day!

My next major chore is to compile all of this massive outside information in the footnotes. I am looking forward to doing but right now I am pleased with having a couple of days off!

Paul Schatzkin somehow failed to post his footnotes in his Biography of my Dad..(how does a person who is serious about being a biographer do that exactly????. and HOW do you manage to do that after six years of such diligent work? He said he lost it. ??????? That was, of course AFTER his meeting wtih Mikado.... a point I am not letting go of.... so expect a challenging revisit of that subject later when I have the energy for it. A writer who has been using computers forever JUST DOES NOT LOSE HIS MATERIAL....HE WOULD HAVE HAD BACK UPS.... WOULDN'T HE????)

BUT ALL OF THAT IS FOR LATER.

HAPPY FATHERS DAY..... I hope all of you Dads are having a wonderful time with your loved ones!

Linda

I realized when looking over the last few passages of the book ( as it stands now.... rough copy....Rose I am sure will do quite a bit of polishing on it... but I realized when I looked back on this that I was actually mentioning you folks here on this forum too... so I wanted you to see what I had to say.

It was really kind of nice getting to this point because it is the last chapter of the book.

Of course I know that you will all honor my copyright position here....

This book isn't entirely about the science of Thomas Townsend Brown.

Its about a father who could not answer his own son when he asked " Why do you choose this. over me?" Its about a daughter who somehow understood the answer would never be given, not by her father, not by her lover who chose to follow the same career. Its about a courageous woman who understood that the passion for the science would always come first to her husband, no matter how much they loved each other. She was able to accept that reality.

And its about others too who have somehow felt that there was a story here worth telling. The members of several Forums who have come together in an odd sort of " self organization" to encourage and add their voices to something that they felt was important. One of them said recently that our trip together has been a journey down a very long and mysterious hallway with closed doors on either side.

" The Good-Bye Man" has gently pushed these doors open but then it goes on to open even more and yet more. A " multigenerational project" one Forum member called it.

The detailed investigations into those rooms will come later. But if this book has contributed by offering that gentle nudge to each door then it has done what it was meant to do.

Linda Brown
Fathers Day
2013

I read the word "hallway" as "hellway" at first glance. I'm not sure that term has been inaccurate at times. Here's to hallways, hellways and doorways! Slainte!

Cat

Or Portals, some would say!

I just wanted to let you know Lady of Light that your vision of papers....is sure coming true around me recently! I am organizing copies of this manuscript..... and there are a heck of alot of papers that have to be properly sorted and double checked.... its so easy sometimes to get distracted and mix them up but so far so good. My office though is beginning to resemble something that John Nash might have worked in!

Those open doors are appealing... and I have seriously peeked into some of them but right now I have to maintain my focus.....

Linda

Thanks to Truth Vibrations for posting this on a recent thread.
Look closely here about what is being said here folks and tell me if you don't see THE MIKADO EFFECT In operation...... marking in red the parts that coincide.


"One of the conclusions of the Exopolitics.com study on the Transhumanist Agenda in the UFO/ET movement stated, “The anomalous eye and body movements of Messrs. Bassett, Huneeus, and Greer may be the result of remote advanced nano-mind control technology applied by military-intelligence agencies. Under this alternative, the brains, neurological systems, and personalities of Bassett, Huneeus and Greer are entrained by military-intelligence nano-mind control technologies to act out agendas of these agencies that in turn may be cybernetically directed by predatory dimensional extraterrestrials.” [2]

If in fact as the forensic evidence suggests, Dr. Greer is under brain entrainment and cybernetic control, and hence acting out an agenda of military intelligence agencies and/or predatory dimensional extraterrestrials, then this development may represent a public peril of the first order. It is difficult to speculate whether this brain-mind entrainment may have led to the reported financial irregularities by Dr. Greer. It seems clear, from the threats that former Greer former team members are subjected to, that some sinister force is attempting to ensure that these witnesses do not speak out.Dr. Greer, the Sirius documentary and the Disclosure Project have a wide public profile. Such an opinion leadership makes Dr. Greer an ideal candidate for promoting “pseudo-disclosure”, or a continuation of demands for “official disclosure” that ensure that whistleblowers from actual, longstanding U.S-Extraterrestrial liaison and visitation programs are sidelined.

[1] UFO/ET Citizen Hearing witnesses Bassett, Huneeus and Greer’s anomalous eye movements may indicate brain-mind entrainment by manipulatory extraterrestrials or advanced military-intelligence nanotechnology as part of a global control agenda

By Alfred Lambremont Webre


I can understand their concern. In a day when a perfectly sound Mercedes Benz sedan spits its engine yards away from its crash and bursts into flames... I would not blame people for being worried about suffering the possible fate of Michael Hastings.

At the highest of levels.... nobody plays nice. Linda

http://exopolitics.blogs.com/exopoli...ment-by-p.html

http://www.cosmic-token.com/forum/viewtopic.php?f=1&t=626&p=12824#p12824

One of my Forum members has mentioned a book that was written by Agnew Bahnson
" The Stars Are Too High"

which lead to this conversation. Anyone here want to add to what is being said?

"Steve,

I have been told by someone who has been in touch with a friend of Mr. Bahnsons that the book describes much of what was the absolute truth, cloaked in fiction. I hope that they will speak up here on this forum and say more?

I read it a long time ago and know that I have the paperback here somewhere and I really do need to read it again. Its falling apart. I need to find a better copy.

Funny that you would mention the book. As I recall Bahnson called the ship " The Argonaut" which is exactly what Dad called the little silver model that I was so fascinated with when I was a kid. I was seven and we were in California after leaving the Islands.( 1952) I discovered this shiney little model of a flying saucer and was so taken with it I was carefully playing with it.... making it bank and hover..... he caught me doing that... and basically took it away from me.... but not before making the comment...." It doesn't " bank" sweetie... it stays stable. Its not like a plane.

I think that its strange that you just mentioned that because I just had a picture of that model in my hand... selecting the pictures that are to go in the rewrite of our book.....and he showed me how it would fly... just popping from one spot to the next.

When Dad took it away from me he called it the " Most expensive paperweight in the world!"

Of course now it makes more sense to me.... if the saucers ( when they were operating properly) didn't bank..... then if they " wobbled" then something was wrong.....

Five years after this experience with the model ( which would be called the " Adamski Scout Ship" now).... Dad handed me a bunch of NICAP reports and asked me to filter out the ones that " wobbled"."Those are ours "he had said.

. Dad called his little silver model " The Argonaut" because I asked him what its name was, so why then did Bahnson name his ship " The Argonaut?"

Pieces coming together.
Linda Brown "

The little ferret in a rabbit suit is back! Welcome Exterminator! I noticed your post on the other thread and actually questioned you over there about your statement that John Lear and his Dad got along. I don't know how you phrased it exactly but if that is the truth then John himself has lied about their relationship. So post here if you want and correct my understanding, if you can. I thought that John Lear had actually been disowned by his father in his will.... is that true? You seem to be the proud expert in all things John Lear. And actually I am quite happy to step aside and let you have those honors.

I am quite sure that anyone who spends his time just " stirring the pot" would be a simple agravation to me. And John certainly has consistantly said strange and conflicting things so I imagine just trying to keep things straight regarding him must be a chore. I will leave that to you.

I asked you on the other thread to prove to me that John and his Dad got along. You said that I was wrong about the estrangement that I mentioned ( but this is what John himself has said. Are you saying that John was lying? Just exactly what are you saying?) Those are fair questions I think, aren't they? As you keep pointing out.... credibility counts. Linda

I am now being coached how to recognize and deal with actual enemies.....(" sworn enemies".... was the phrase).

Now that whole idea is so completely foreign to me that it is difficult to even use it, much less accept that there are such entities out there. But that apparently now is the reality of my life and the quicker I recognize that and move into accepting it.... the easier, and the safer, things will be for me.

Since Ron Schmidt ( Zorgon ) and his daughter (?) have wrapped the Pegassus Research Forum so completely around their association with John Lear and then decided, I guess, to take such an exception to me and my efforts I do need to look carefully at exactly WHO they are. I use his full name here because he has used it publically and it is no invasion of his privacy. The group that have gathered around Ron have been the ones most vocal in trying to discount even my very existance.

( THEY are why this very thread was created so I should probably thank them.... but that would be the old me. Thanking a "sworn enemy for acting on their plans against me? Thats so deliciously naive.)

So I really do have to accept the fact that there are some out there who do NOT have my best iterests at heart and who will move against me whenever and wherever they have a chance. And I am pointing that out here since Exterminator has decided to " jump back into her pool" over here. Her father and Pimander are still noticably absent. And this is after they promised a return and an apology to me once they decided that I in fact was actually Linda Brown, daughter of Townsend Brown.

Ron Schmidt has introduced the "Exterminator" as his daughter but I have serious doubts that is who she/he actually is.

In fact I find most of the " cast of characters" on the Pegasus Forum highly suspicious. I am pointing out that is my own personal opinion here. Decide for yourself (after a thorough and fair investigation). Please, tell me what YOU think.

As far as their interaction with me..... they seem to pursue the " lob -manure- over -the -fence - and -then- run" technique. I have seen that before but I don't have any respect for that kind of discourse. Its relatively cowardly I think. Again, my opinion.

If anyone has anything to say against my credibility then this is a grand place to air your feelings. Lady of Light has set the standards and I appreciate them. We can certainly discuss our differences of thought.

And so I am going to start here. While I appreciate the kind of strange awe that Zorgon and his crew have wrapped themselves with over their regard for John Lear, my impression of him differs greatly.

My association with the Lear family was exclusively with his father William Lear.... and that was only in regard to my Dads friendship and association with that man.

Other than a short phone call years ago John Lear and I have never had any real interaction.... not even on the Forum that uses his name as their banner.

Lets talk about THAT banner. How much do all of you know about John Lear? Maybe its time to talk about him. If he actually is the seed behind the actions at the Pegasus Group then maybe I should investigate the nature of it.

He first came to my attention when I heard rumors that he had personally said that my Dad.( Thomas Townsend Brown). was responsible for " opening a portal" to another dimension which allowed other " entities" access to earth. When I asked him about that on the phone he agreed with that and gave me the advice that it was "all over but the whimpering" ( ours of course) and that I should find myself a quiet place in the desert and just pull the blankets over my head because it was too late for all of us.

I disagreed. Pretty obviously..... but ever since then I have had this pack of antagonists nipping at my heels. John himself got back to me and said that he didn't remember our conversation... that his memory now was patchy at best. I had written our entire conversation down, word for word, in a journal that I had kept that year.... one of a long line of journals that I had started in 1963... so I trust my memory and my written words on that phone call.... while John now has conveniently forgotten.

I will say that I have had the opinion that John has been under a certain " control" that is outside his own mentality. His inability to remember things speaks to that sometimes but thats for another long ranging discussion. If he has been under another " control" then he has been used as some one elses " tool" and all of us need to ask then what the role is that Zorgon has in all of this.... in the past and obviously possibly, in the future.

OK..where to start? .. Lets talk about "John Lears Hypothesis" I guess. Thats the best place to start. Do any of you BELIEVE what John Lear said then? Do a simple Google. Read it carefully.

Please post your thoughts here. I am going to be traveling for awhile and may be away from a keyboard. but I really do think that this is a path that has invited us... Lets see where it goes and what kind of doors need to be opened along the way.

Linda

And suddenly I realized with sort of a jolt after writing the above that I had not mentioned that interaction or John Lears name at all in the rewrite of " The Good-Bye Man" and it CERTAINLY belongs in the text..... so thank you Exterminator for being the Cosmic haha.... the nudge which has reminded me that I forgot a section that needed to be talked about.

Strange how things happen, isn't it? Linda

This is something that I posted early in this thread and I would like to repeat here.

In a land of shadow warriors... I guess I am the only one who is meant to hold her ground and be in the light.The only one who can do this.

Dad once said of me that I was supposed to be ( through my journals) The MOMENT between the chalk and the eraser..... and I am beginning to see more clearly now exactly what he meant.

What will this " cost" me? as another shadow said..... " Nothing less than everything".

So I agree with Mikado here. Even after everyone in the world is convinced that I am who I have said I am.... there will be those who will have endless challenges and counterclaims. Thats just the way its going to be. I accept that.

But also..... that is not my problem. The scientists will figure the science... the engineers will work their magic in taking all of those thoughts into solid form... the students like Dylan will study and think new thoughts....its all meant to go that way.

When I reread that I thought that it needed to be expressed again because the thought has remained exactly the same...

LInda

Just remember when you read things about my Dad. He very rarely published anything himself. So in that empty space many have taken it upon themselves to publish what they THOUGHT was going on . Some have written entire books about the activities surrounding " Electrogravitics"... not many of them would have known what Dads opinion or actions might have been. I am the only one standing right now who knew him well enough to make a qualified guess at what was happening around him. I understand that it might be a guess in some areas.... and it will have to be judged as that too.... but it is probably closer to the mark on his activities than other guesses may have been.

Thats one of the reasons behind this effort to discount my words and question my very identity. Obviously some group feels that is important to do or they wouldn't be spending so much time at it.

And yes.... I do believe that The Exterminator is a paid troll. Nothing that she has said has taken that impression away from me. And I am supposed to believe that she is Ron Schmits daughter becauseSHE SAYS SO! REALLY! Where is HER Birth Certificate. She says she has family photographs... How do I know that they are her family? How does anyone.

I am simply applying the same challenging logic to her words as she has to mine. I believe that I have more than proven myself in this arena and don't need to go in that direction any more. Especially at the whim of a paid troll. Lady of Light saw right through her. I should have recognized that just as quickly.

And I should have recognized that these people are my " sworn enemies" and should be treated by me as such.

The rest of you can make up your own minds regarding their actions. There is an old saying....." ACTION speaks of CHARACTER.... Judge for yourself what their actions have said.

Linda

Many people have deliberately or accidentally opened portals to other dimensions. I believe I addressed my own experience with that in the Dwellers on the Threshold thread. It happens sometimes, when using magic. I don't have enough information to address the particular instance that Linda has mentioned, but I know from experience that such a thing is possible.

Cat

And I believe you CAT... That some individuals have had the experience of opening a portal and experiencing things that are not of this reality. I feel that sometimes I have had that glimpse too. But having someone stress that he believed that your own father was responsible for letting a flow of other entities into this reality.... and that they had impacted our world so seriously... that the end for humanity was inevitable..... thats what John Lear told me...... THAT makes an impression on a person.

Of course now he denies that he ever said that to me but his words changed the course of my life.

That experience happened AFTER this particular dream which I have mentioned before.... this is something that I wrote to one of our Forum Members on the cosmic-token ( Hello Littleenki... I know you read here too...my best to you... this was my welcoming message to you. My Goodness, look at the date!)

( to be found on cosmic-token.com )

Linda Brown » Fri Feb 10, 2012 3:39 pm
David,

Thank you so much for your kind words and your enthusiasm for what we are doing here. we need all of that we can muster for ourselves and for others. I do feel that for some reason yet unexplained we are gathering about.... and something good will come from this association of " renegade thinkers"

I recently was guided to a quote from an article in an old Aviation magazine. The writer had gotten his information about electrogravity from, as he put it ,a " Renegade group of scientists and engineers"..... his article followed the trail of the development of some of the technical systems on the B2..... ( I will edit in the specifics)

Its really quite amazing that the group of " renegade scientists and engineers who could not be named then) is now represented here by one individual in person ( Raymond Lavas) and many of us who are sons and daughters of the first group. Someone once said that this was a "mulitgenerational project" and it is becoming clear to me that is the truth here.

And your interest of thirty years is another indication of how the main body of our group develops.... Andrew Bolland picked up a copy of the Philadelphia Experiment when he was just a student....His Qualight now serves as our main archive library...

Others have been drawn here too and each has an unusual ability. Remind you of making a mountain out of mashed potatoes? Me too. I do believe that we were " invited"

What we do in the future is beyond my wildest imaginings and dreams, I think. I just want to be along for the ride. I am not the scientist or the engineer that will develop these wonderful things but I hope to be a certain bonding agent. Someone once called my mother Josephine Beale Brown the Cosmic glue that held everything together. I think I will simply try to be just that if I am allowed to.... keeping everybody happy and working together so that we don't lose any of the valuable input of inspiration I know is heading in our direction. Its a fine wind that is coming in our direction.

I have always had this image of Dads work as a ship. Twenty years ago ( at least) I had a dream which I documented thoroughly..... I saw a grey ocean which was storm tossed and churning.... (the Atlantic maybe in her nastiest mood)..... There were ships being tossed around . Oddly they all fit into my view even though normally you would not have been able to put them all together. There was a huge Navy vessel...fishing boats, even a little sailboat.... all tossing about.....Out of the mist and gloom an enormous whale surfaced and in one terrible sounding move he swept all of the boats from my view.... taking them all down with him! The churning of the water was horrifying..... and then.... the wind seemed to stop and the surface of the water calmed...... I waited....and waited. And then I began to notice that pieces of things were popping to the surface all around me. All kinds of things... big pieces.... little pieces.....and I know this seems strange but then I clearly heard these words.... in a male voice
NOW, BUILD YOUR BOAT.

And I have been building her ever since. You can see what my mental image of her is if you go to thomastownsendbrown.com That rugged Barque Dad is standing on was a ship that he and I used to talk about. Her name was the " Resolute" and she was meant as a scientific vessel to probe the mysteries of the 1800s. Unfortunately she became ice bound and her crew was forced to abandon her. In the months that followed she broke free from the ice until some American fishing vessel found her. They eventually returned the Resolute to England and as a thank you Queen Victoria had two desks made from her timbers...... One of them sits in the White House office of the President......I am sure you may have seen pictures of it, known Simply as the " Resolute desk"......Dad and I talked about the history of the Resolute and I remember him saying..... " I would have sailed South."

So.... David.... with the crew coming on board... first here on the Cosmic Token and later on the RESOLUTE site..... we will sail into warm and productive waters.

Thanks for joining. Linda

Above I mentioned Andrew Bolland and his Qualight. In the year since Andrew has shifted locations and has made decisions to " go quiet" with his work. He has shifted most of the archives from his " Qualight" to the Cosmic-Token and the Resolute sites and has been kind enough to keep that all available to us.

I don't know what his plans are for his future with " Electrogravitics" but whatever he decides to do he has my full and complete support.

Recently he put a few of the papers that he had collected through the years ( regarding Dads involvement with the " Philadelphia Experiments" author Bill Moore) up for sale on the Internet. It was just a handful of papers but the response to that offer was quite interesting.

Who was it that secured those few letters? Zorgon.

This is the same man who has been promoting the idea that " electrogravitics" was dead.

The same man who has led an active campaign to discredit my very existence.

I wasn't even going to mention that sale and purchase but it seems interesting to me that after weeks and weeks of total silence that The Exterminator has appeared again to brag about that.

So its curious to me what stake Zorgon has in the Philadelphia Experiment Lore.....

And someday soon we will have to turn our eyes in that direction.

Linda

by Linda Brown » Sun Sep 18, 2011 10:20 pm


As you can see from above this is an earlier post on the Cosmic-Token..... I wanted to share it here too.


I posted this on the whine thread but I think that it belongs here too

Sun Sep 18, 2011 10:03 pm

OK... I want to talk about character traits here and faults.
Rose recently said to me that she considered it a character fault of mine that I couldn't seem to disengage from this thing between Mikado and Kim and Fred. She felt that my inability to let them have a last word was detrimental to this forum and the discussions that we were all trying to have here. And I do believe that she was entirely right.

Problem is.... this is a character trait that I share with my Dad. My mother used to say that when he got PEEVED about something that he was totally impossible to live with. And that once he got Peeved... he stayed peeved... of course it took alot to get him there . George and others have said that they have never seen him angry or even in some cases upset. But I have seen him peeved and I recognize myself . " You are your fathers daughter" my Mother used to say with a deep sigh. I always hoped that was generally positive but I realize that I can be as pigheaded as he was when the proper situation arises.

And thats what this Mikado/kim/ Fred thing has been to me. It has never actually been anything personal between us.... though with all of the name calling you might think that... No... I saw them as a threat to the ongoing progress of my Dads work. And they were.

That has been resolved now in my mind at least.... I am done with this particular peeve so I hope that you will all join with me now in turning our attentions to something more pleasnt to talk about....and lets just see if we can make some sort of inroads into all this mystery surrounding Dads life and his work. There is more of a mountain than I ever even imagined when I first spoke to Paul about it. I still don't understand the science but you guys like to talk about it and I am sure that with enough of you in the same virtual room... this energy that likes to visit us will have a good time jumping from one to the other of you. I have been distracted from that goal but now I am back.... so post on those threads if you feel compelled but I am moving on. Linda