I recently responded to one of my members on my cosmic-token site and realized that I needed to share that message with all of you because many of you are newcomers to most of what I have mentioned in the past and that to understand what is unrolling now in the future.... the past history has to be recognized. Understand that this is my viewpoint and of course others are entitled to their own version ......
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Doc...... You said
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I had lost track our thread from the Approaching Wave section, and reflected that I might have unwittingly put you off by the offer in my last post there. Please pardon if so.
Since we last touched base, I have waded through most of Defying Gravity. Dang, I would really like to understand better why the author abandoned this amazing book. The "bag of shells" excuse simply does not ring true to me.
Doc"
and I want you to know that there was NOTHING THAT YOU WROTE THAT "PUT ME OFF" IN ANY WAY.
Its just as I have tried to explain to others... the last few weeks have been difficult and maybe life changing for me and the flood of incoming information has almost knocked me off my feet. Drenched now..... trying to compose myself.... almost saying... WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT?..... If some of you have had this experience then you know exactly what I mean... If not.... then I will use Dads phrase.... "Just wait for it."
In the mean time.... at least in my immediate vicinity... I seem to be the only one actually hit by this....well....there might be a few others.....
ANYWAY.... I am looking forward to my visit with you in Harrisburg Doc. I do not know exactly when it might be but I am looking forward to our visit.
Why did Paul quit? I don't know yet.... entirely.
During the first part of January 09 he suddenly closed down the Forum that had been operating in support of his efforts. Many of the people who were on that Forum you will recognize here....mainly we were all were puzzled and hurt... It was all without warning or notice!!!!.... ( some were insulted)....some were able to reach out to Paul and convince him to open the Forum back up ( ttbrown.com) which he did but he never actively hosted it again.... (and now it is kept as an archive for that period of time when we were all so helpful and supportive. I have appreciated that.)
A month before he " threw up his hands" and quit... Paul had a meeting with Mikado in Pennsylvania. I was not actually privy to that meeting though Paul made quite a show of recording what was being said and later Mikados friend sent me copies of those conversations.
In the year or so that followed... Mikado presented himself as my " helpful little brother" who was bound to " help out" by setting up a Website that I could use to reach those that Paul had abandoned.... it was if ( and this was the image we all had... I hope you don't mind me continuing it) Paul had " sucked mud into his boilers and then run his ship aground.....) Some of us "swam to shore".... while we were drying off and trying to figure out what happened a mystical blue bus called " Qualight" ( Andrew Bolland) showed up and offered us all a place to meet and continue....Honest...it was like a wondrous magical bus tour..we had some wonderful conversations.. but Andrew had other things that had to be done and other places to go so at some point most of us left the " Qualight Forum" and entered this new place that I thought had been constructed to help me while I wrote my Memoirs of my experience with Paul and to continue looking into Dads research....... the place was called " The Quonset Hut" ( ttownsendbrown.com).... manned ( in the shadows of course) by Mikado, his girlfriend Kim and other associates.... one in particular named Fred.
Long story very short.... in the course of events it was shown to me that Fred had breached a serious matter of confidentiality... which got members of " Hog Islands" group involved.... they told me that the situation with Mikado and Fred was serious... and in fact the deception that I had uncovered regarding Freds actions were " just the tip " of the iceberg.
I panicked..... used what powers on the Hut that I had at the time to strip Fred of his authorities but then the mask fell off Mikado.... he ended up cancelling whatever authority I thought that I had on the HUT and basically banning me from the conversations there. And if you spend any time at all on the HUT.... the areas that he has left open... you will see how the forum has been used to discredit almost anything that I would choose to say. I think that the last one who posted a message there was FRED in December of last year.
If you have followed the " feud" between Mikado and me that has raged over years and different Forums now.. ( and getting back to the " recordings" that were made of those meetings).. you will know why I distrust those recordings.....there were alot of theatrics going on....( some of them, I believe now, especially for the recording).... the things that those men actually said to each other when the recorder was turned off.... were not meant to be heard by me....... but of course........have been. (They should have realized that others would have been interested in their entire conversations.... and that information would eventually get to me....) So it is obviously a very touchy subject for Mikado.....
All one has to do is mention the name...."Hog Island" and see what kind of fit he throws.
"Hog Island" is an associate of mine. He is a long time and very senior member of a group that has looked after me my entire life... His position in this has just been to keep track of what various characters are actually doing. And Mikado has been an interesting study for him.... he says. Of course I am not privy to everything that Hog Island collects but what he presents to me I trust.
So yes..... there is a heckofalot more going on here than Pauls simple explanation...
Hog Island reminds me that " a bag of shells" on some Islands are the only stable monetary exchange. <g> Linda