Linda Brown – Daughter of Thomas Townsend Brown (TTB)

[Linda Brown]

This is something that was written quite some time ago here on this Forum but in a different thread. I have been reminded that the message counts just as much right now as it did when I wrote it and it needs to be repeated...."so here tis".... as Dad might say.


https://unhypnotize.com/general-dis...owns-rain-windows-papers-continuation-26.html

Bill Lear, Mining machines, electrohydrodynamics, My Dads name.... a dream that he and I shared in 1955 which clearly showed mining machines on the moon?.... my relationship now with a man others have met on " the other side" and know of as " The Green Eyed Russian Dude"...remote veiwing... the military... the CIA.....so much tangled history.. and we are all gathered here.... with our paths still crossing? Raymond on the Resolute and his association with Mike R....Mikados interaction to try to discredit me.... or is he simply, as my lawyer tries to tell me... a jilted lover? (Not in the physical sense in a romance with me but with the technology... perhaps thats the only real agenda Mikado has burning... revenge for being tossed out?)..... Zorgon and his longstanding efforts about a " Space Command?"

It all reads like a comic strip.

Makes you wonder what is going to happen next! Linda

And what else is happening here in this small space.... John Lears interaction with me... his relationship with his Dad which is worlds apart from mine with my father ...... and always mention behind it all of GOLD......

Fifty Million shipped on the Nashville....Dads " equipment" being moved to the West coast in the fall of 1942..... the odd story about a ship disappearing and then reappearing and a connection with my Dad from a writer who has now nearly disappeared from public view.....

And all of us strangely having this feeling of purpose and familiarity. As if we somehow belong here together... that we have something to share.... it reminds me of a certain movie..... The question was asked....Why are they all here? and the answer was " BECAUSE THEY WERE INVITED."

Pass the mashed potatoes.........<g> Linda



Just a message from me.........from another time...... how familiar is that becoming? Just trying to keep up with the " Green Eyed Russian Dude". Its not easy. Linda

 

[Lady of Light]

Does "5 o'clock owl" mean anything in here? This morning around 5 I had a vision of a horned owl with its head pointed at about a 45-degree angle. I realized about half hour later that it is aimed at 5 o'clock. I can't help but feel it is somehow important to all this, but of course, I don't have that kind of info, I only get what I get and that is all.

"5 o'clock horned owl"

 

[Linda Brown]

There is an expression that means a whole lot to me... and my travelling companion right now. Its
" We Own The Night".

Some might be familiar with the patches too.

Good morning Lady of Light. Its always five oclock somewhere!!!!

Linda

 

[Linda Brown]

This is from an earlier post on the Rain on the Windows thread

https://unhypnotize.com/general-dis...owns-rain-windows-papers-continuation-29.html

Logan once told me that the two words " Quantum Entanglement" would be the most important words I would ever hear.... and in my head I envisioned just what you said BobE.... that somehow our past and our future is connected and one can borrow from the other.... and in fact that might be the way our universe works. Its a fascinating thought to make it so personal though. I just hope the future me is a whole lot smarter cause I am gonna need all the help I can get. <g> Linda


Happening now Lady of Light. Linda

 

[Linda Brown]

I have been quietly reading over some of the comments that Mikado has made here about Twigsnapper and" Morgan" supplying Paul with information that was supposed to be false. And at the same time I happened to read something that Paul Schatzkin had decided to actually use in his book. I think that he was wise to use it. I think that it was important and valid. Its interesting to me that Mikado wants us all to discount Twigsnappers words AND Pauls effort.

I know that there is a personal agenda behind that which someday soon I am going to address, but for now.... I thought that I would repeat what Paul quoted from his " Twigsnapper source", a man he calls " ORiley in his unedited (but published!) manuscript.

"There were alot of crews out there just before the end of the war, once it became obvious that the Russians were quickly on the move and that Germany was finished. Technology was laying about like cotton in a field. You might even call those crews "harvesters" because thats what they reminded me of. I had knowledge of the Mafia even sending teams. And then the Americans of course, the British, the Canadians, again, of course. And the French. I even ran into a South African crew ( and I thought MY being there was dangerous!) There were black market privateers and just plain dyed-in-the-wool bandits. Oh! It was interesting!"

Does Mikado have enough knowledge of the time and place to call that account false?

Linda

 

[Linda Brown]

Actually I don't know why I bothered to ask that question because now it really doesn't matter whatever Mikado knows or does not know.

More and more information about Dads best friend ( Beau Kitselman) is coming into the open through the efforts of those who are republishing some of his written material and I do believe that it is just a matter of time before some of that work also informs and sheds light back toward Dads activities during the years just after the war.

Everything has been so secret for so long it has left a big empty space and others have filled that void with their wild imaginings AND their own agendas. I believe that eventually we will be able to cross reference my Dads path with that of Beaus and even more material will come to the surface.

All that is said about Beau Kitselmans activities during the war is that he worked for the Department of Defense.

I am following the strong hunch that he and a man named Dr. Robert Sarbacher worked together. Mainly because in the summer of 1960 I was a witness to their frequent meetings on the cruiser that we owned which was docked near Alexandria Virginia.

If any of you have followed the name Sarbacher you will discover that he had a very interesting thing to say to a man named Wilbert Smith in 1950.....Just Google those two names and you will see for yourself.

Now Beaus family is working on making sure more and more of his words are out in the public.

One of the endeavors that has been mentioned is something called Project Mohole.
Dads secretive trips to Mexico and Hawaii seem to fit in with the activities mentioned in that Project. Its a faint trail but it coincides with Beaus path.

What were those guys up to?

Linda

 

[Linda Brown]

I have realized that my life is going to change substantially in the next few days. I have looked over old messages from the cosmic token that I wanted to share with all of you ..... and I found this one, written many months ago when I was trying to figure out why certain things had happened in my life the way that they had. I would like to share that message with you again because I think that for me it will be a departure point.... when I come back to all of this... I might have an entirely different point of view and perhaps will have some answers that I have been asking for here.... Its a long message. Thanks for your patience as I work through this.....

by Linda Brown » Sat Oct 20, 2012 4:51 pm

It was mentioned to me that perhaps I am giving way too much credit to people who haven't really had more of a stake in all of this than simply being in the same place at the same time and having their own human emotions " managed" to fulfill a higher agenda.

Maybe that doesn't seem to make sense but just look at it this way....

For years now I first thought that Mikado was a help mate and a grand companion in our search for the technology that we all knew was out there but just needed to be brought properly into " the white".

( thats an assumption on my part.... a rational one I think.... that Dads electrogravitic technology been used in " the black" for years) I saw my role as an attempt to help as many as I could to develop their own theories and move forward IN THE LIGHT... unfettered by what was in the black... and not drawing on that information either.

Somehow it became important that we all develop these concepts and prove them out ON OUR OWN.... even if someone had been there before us. I came to the understanding that we had to prove our worth in this way before we were allowed to move forward. Having someone " hand us" information that we hadn't deserved and worked for would be a disaster because we wouldn't understand what it was that we actually had unless we were the ones that got there step by step BY OURSELVES.

And of course that means alot of work. Anyway.... thats what I came to understand in the six years that Paul and I worked on the biography project. He had first told me that he was interested in the story of THE MAN.... and not the science but somehow forces gathered around Paul and he soon was looking more for the Science.....

He suddenly felt that others were in posession of information that they somehow OWED to him because of the "work" that he had done so far on Dads history. And that feeling led him to the actions that he finally took to discredit his own efforts and me too.

My point was that... compared to the overall effort.... the scant enthusiasm and work that Paul put into writing " The Parallel Universe of T. Townsend Brown" was paltry compared to what others had invested....and simply handing information over to someone who didn't actually even work for it... or deserve it.... was an action that was just not going to happen.

I ask now.... Why did Paul approach me?.... telling me one thing.... (that he was interested in telling the life history of my Father... and that he was NOT interested in the science) and then after writing a 600 page manuscript he debunked his entire effort! He publically said that nothing else but the revelation and the proof of the science mattered. Does that strike anyone as a strange turn of events? Does anyone else suspect that there was another agenda at work in Pauls actions? And he took it to exactly one point and then snapped like a twig.

I have been informed that there are in fact " disinformation projects" that are years in the making.... especially for a field as important as electrogravitics. And that there are specialists who seek out and identify individuals who can be " handled".....

these "HANDLED" folks sometimes never even know what is happening to them.... but they are encouraged to involve themselves .... just as Mikado was..... and then by using preset triggers that have already been identified.... this outside force uses their marks own history and emotion to get them to do the dirty work to pursue a negative avenue or even to set themselves on a positive course.... that they have in mind. I am not sure that our concept of positive or negative has the same meaning for them.

Its actually very simple... just as Mr. Twigsnapper once told me.... the seed of a devastating disinformation and misdirection project can be as simple as a little snowball thrown onto an unstable snowbank. The snowball doesn't need to do the work at all.... the bank is all " preset" and this is recognized of course. Each snowbank has its own set of triggers. The avalanche that is caused by that little bitty snowball can be a great negative move or a great positive one.

I thought recently that Kim was an example of a " agent provacateur" and that she might have been the mastermind behind Mikados turn against me and everything I stood for.She was there during all of his interactions and in fact fermented some of them.

But I have come to realize that she might ALSO have been as much a victim as Mikado was. Both have deep wells of anger and frustration that could be dipped into to promote the kind of energy that it took for mount the campaign against me that was promoted.....I thought she was a main player.....but now I realize that perhaps she was simply " set up" too.

The end result is that his work ( though he will not admit it) has come to a standstill.

Mikado has effectively discredited ( and embarrassed) himself in his effort to do the same to me....and as Kim bragged on the phone..... she is extraordinarily pleased that she was able to cause the kind of damage that she has ( she thinks) caused me.......

Now I see that all of that really stems back to a more personal concern that she had about the kind of relationship that Mikado and I had developed. Jealousy perhaps? We were, he admitted, as close as brother and sister and truly cared about each others welfare... which is something that Kim could not abide... She didn't have to be working directly for another organized agenda... she could just be herself........ put in just the right situation to do the kind of damage that she was set on doing....But at whose actual bidding?

The actual provatateurs continue to be un- named and unrecognized by the rest of us?

Maybe and maybe not. Are they actual foes to this cause? Or agents of change that have reset the playing field?

Whatever they are. They have no chain of time binding them. It can take as long as this process takes....and I see that more clearly now than ever....

Anyway.... just a mornings musings. <g> Linda
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[Linda Brown]

I may be on " silent running" for awhile now.

Know that I honor this place and appreciate it very much.

Best to you all

Linda

 

[Linda Brown]

And suddenly news of exceptional quakes in New Zealand.... and along a nearby ocean trench.

Other " Remote Viewers" are picking it up.

Is the news they are sending out controlled by other sources? Is it something that can be avoided?

My opinion of Matrix on Zorgons crew remains the same.

He is not what he is being presented to be.

Heads up. There are bell buoys clanging in the far distance.

Linda

 

[Linda Brown]

Welcome to the Parallel Universe ? View topic - The Missing Years

Please read some of the comments regarding the NRO and remember Lady of Light that their symbol is an owl and their motto is " We Own the Night"

Its worth copying over so that we all have these messages in front of us. Note the dates of these discussions. Time for all of these considerations to begin to bear fruit.

by Mark Culpepper » Sat Aug 09, 2008 4:49 am

Paul,

I would think that the NRO would have been a primary target for " infiltration" by the " Caroline Group"

They " own the night" and they co-operate with the Navy and the submarines that " own the oceans" .... err maybe its a matter of sharing? How else could you shelter something so succesfully in place? And the outfit is so darned secret that nobody gets to question what it does and why it does it. Its the perfect screen to watch for what might be a threat from outer space ... without having to tell Ma and Pa back in their hometown. Where else would the Caroline influence be better put?

Hey I am just assuming that Morgan was Caroline through and through and probably a high ranking member and he himself said that Dr. Brown was drawn into the organization " he now calls home" ... which has to be the NRO. Meaning both were NRO, Dr. Brown early on and Morgan at a later date.

So Mr. Twigsnapper? Can you add to this? Might as well ask. If you don't answer I won't get mad and storm off, I promise. MarkCMark Culpepper
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Re: The Missing Years
by Paul S. » Sat Aug 09, 2008 5:34 pm

Wow, great posts.

I've been outta pocket since about 1:00 Friday afternoon, but I'm back at the keyboard now. I'll catch up on these posts.

"We Own the Night & We Own the Oceans" -- I wonder if that's The Caroline Group's motto?

--PSPaul Schatzkin
aka "The Perfesser"
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Re: The Missing Years
by Linda Brown » Sat Aug 09, 2008 10:22 pm

Ah..... perhaps thats what some might say ...
We OWN the night, We OWN the oceans,

But those who really know might say .....

We SHARE the night, We SHARE the oceans. LindaLinda Brown
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Re: The Missing Years
by Radomir » Wed Aug 20, 2008 10:14 pm

Rose and Paul wrote:


rose wrote:I just think it's so curious that a satellite supposed meant only to focus on earthly eavesdropping would have a name like Galactic Radiation and Background. I guess SRAB was too hard to pronounce.



What would the "S" have stood for? Solar? Surveillance?

Not that it matters, either way your point is well taken. Galactic, indeed. Does that tell us something about the "secret" purpose wrapped up in this highly "classified" project??

--PS

Just to underscore this, that Paul is alluding to. Who was the man who spent most of his life, and indeed his last years, with his "ears on" monitoring siderial radiation? Who sought different geographies and depths from which to take readings? How incredibly gleeful would he have been to be able to pull in similar data from orbit?

"Galactic" monitoring could have taken place in the off-moments when not tracking Russian radar, or possibly he could even take the readings that interested him based on fluctuations in the radar monitoring itself. Something no one else could read or even cared about, classified as irrelevant "noise" but that TTB would be keenly interested in tracking...

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Re: The Missing Years
by Linda Brown » Tue Aug 26, 2008 5:47 pm

Radomir,

For some reason I didn't see this post. Otherwise I would have responded. Probably with the only comment that I can add. You said:

Galactic" monitoring could have taken place in the off-moments when not tracking Russian radar, or possibly he could even take the readings that interested him based on fluctuations in the radar monitoring itself. Something no one else could read or even cared about, classified as irrelevant "noise" but that TTB would be keenly interested in tracking...

The one thing that I do know is that Dad was in contact with many places all over the world. He called the various places " monitoring stations" And although he never mentioned some of them being in orbit it only would make sense. The work was so important that this elderly gentleman would sleep on the floor next to his recorders in case an " event" came in. And though I never knew exactly what was going on at the time I was aware that when those "events" happened they read from all of the recording stations AT THE SAME TIME. Interesting huh. Linda Brown
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[Linda Brown]

I stress again the words I used then, five years ago

And though I never knew exactly what was going on at the time I was aware that when those "events" happened they read from all of the recording stations AT THE SAME TIME. Interesting huh. Linda Brown

What kind of communication system can do that? I know of course but I wondered if you folks have figured it yet. I know that there are many of you out there who already know exactly what was happening....

Why would a group as old as the " Caroline Group" ( thats what Paul called them... in my book I named them "Nassau" because thats where their path and mine crossed. For Dad it was on the private yacht "The Caroline>) I have no idea what others might call this " consortium" I don't think they care much what people call them because they don't even expect or want to be identified in any way....But I am fully convinced that they exist.... have for years and will continue to affect what is going on around us.... and they have help from a non Human Entity. You guys figure out what to call them. Paul took to calling them Transdimensional Beings..... Morgan simply referred to them as the " Core"... others, including my Dad sometimes referred to them as the " Boys Topside". Agnew Bahnson referred to them as the " Brothers" as did George Adamski but his use of the word was an intentional misinformation ploy to cover what was really going on with fanciful stories about men and women from Venus... I believe that he KNEW those wild stories would help the populace discount everything that he was saying.....and during his lifetime.... that basically worked.

I have always realized that there were OTHERS out there. I had a dream in 1955 which I was later told " Was NO DREAM" so I already have come " face to face " with those entities.... enough to know that they controlled my ability to percieve them.

Orpheo3 has said recently that he is now convinced that mankind is dealing with two entities here on Earth that are interacting with us ( and have probably for centuries).... One being beneficial and caring toward and the other .... not so much.....I believe that the tipping point is coming very quickly where we will be put in a position where we must be able to recognize both our allies and friends and those who are going to put themselves across our path.... and not in a positive way. Its time for us to all grow up here folks. We can try to convince ourselves that our reality is a certain way.... and ignor what is happening around us or we can take that long blink and graduate. Linda

 

[Linda Brown]

I wrote this here on this thread in June of this year..... I hope you don't mind my repeating it here because these points need to be refreshed.

"My association with the Lear family was exclusively with his father William Lear.... and that was only in regard to my Dads friendship and association with that man.

Other than a short phone call years ago John Lear and I have never had any real interaction.... not even on the Forum that uses his name as their banner.

Lets talk about THAT banner. How much do all of you know about John Lear? Maybe its time to talk about him. If he actually is the seed behind the actions at the Pegasus Group then maybe I should investigate the nature of it.

He first came to my attention when I heard rumors that he had personally said that my Dad.( Thomas Townsend Brown). was responsible for " opening a portal" to another dimension which allowed other " entities" access to earth. When I asked him about that on the phone he agreed with that and gave me the advice that it was "all over but the whimpering" ( ours of course) and that I should find myself a quiet place in the desert and just pull the blankets over my head because it was too late for all of us.

I disagreed. Pretty obviously..... but ever since then I have had this pack of antagonists nipping at my heels. John himself got back to me and said that he didn't remember our conversation... that his memory now was patchy at best. I had written our entire conversation down, word for word, in a journal that I had kept that year.... one of a long line of journals that I had started in 1963... so I trust my memory and my written words on that phone call.... while John now has conveniently forgotten.

I will say that I have had the opinion that John has been under a certain " control" that is outside his own mentality. His inability to remember things speaks to that sometimes but thats for another long ranging discussion. If he has been under another " control" then he has been used as some one elses " tool" and all of us need to ask then what the role is that Zorgon has in all of this.... in the past and obviously possibly, in the future.

OK..where to start? .. Lets talk about "John Lears Hypothesis" I guess. Thats the best place to start. Do any of you BELIEVE what John Lear said then? Do a simple Google. Read it carefully.

Please post your thoughts here. I am going to be traveling for awhile and may be away from a keyboard. but I really do think that this is a path that has invited us... Lets see where it goes and what kind of doors need to be opened along the way.

Linda
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Well, I have been back for awhile and now I hope this month I will be able to visit Orpheo3 . I have no idea what that will mean. George has said that, since he is off work....that he might enjoy going along on this little " road trip" so this will be an interesting experience.

I do count on input from you folks. You have no idea how important your thoughts are to me so I invite you again to post here and I will try to get back to you as I can.

Linda

 

[Linda Brown]

In the vision that I had and which I believe I mentioned on one of these threads I was with a group of people. We are all having a good time together.... laughing and walking quickly along a boardwalk. The ocean is on our left.... ( which maybe means we are going South on the Atlantic coast somewhere....North on a pacific coast?.....Westward if we are on the Gulf.....the "Boardwalk" is sort of a givaway for the East Coast.... though I have no idea where the location of the boardwalk is. I do know that there are a bunch of us and we are having a good time....there was a person in a wheelchair and some of us were taking turns chatting with him as we moved....I can still see that vision so clearly that I can taste the saltwater on my lips from the ocean spray. That elevates the importance of my vision.... when I can hear and taste things as well as see them... its an important vision.

When I first had it I did not recognize the person in the wheelchair... but now I know that its my husband George. And that he is meant to be brought along on this adventure, even though he really through the years has not appreciated or understood what my path has been or why it has been so important to me.

And in a way I think that you all might be the folks with me on this boardwalk. We all reacted as friends... and thats the way I have considered those here on this Forum.....

So maybe I am meant to keep you all up to date on what is happening on this trip. It might just be interesting. Linda

 

[Linda Brown]

After he published the biography that Paul Schatzkin had written about my Dad (of course most of you must know how upset I was with his actions. He and I had spent over five years working almost on a daily basis compiling what turned into a 600 page manuscript. Paul said that we would soon be doing the rewrite and he made certain promises to me about removing some of the most personal things that had sort of " seeped" into the manuscript... some of that information directly taken from my own personal journals. The contract that he and I had signed gave him the rights to Dads story but if some of you have read " Defying Gravity: The Parallel Universe of T. Townsend Brown" will recognize that much of his book centers around my life and my relationship with my lover at the time, a man Paul named " Morgan". Of course I am sure all of you will realize that I really did expect him to remove most of this material because it was MY story to tell..... not his.)

Added to the insult of publishing a body of work without one page of editing being accomplished..... Paul also made one big serious mistake. He did not thank the people who had helped him through those six years. He forgot that he had a contract with me which had a specific clauses in it.... the requirement that he post an " Acknowledgement Page"......My lawyer sent the demand that had thirty days to correct that problem or withdraw the book from the market and have our contract broken. ( he had already sold quite a few without that Acknowledgment Page and had to add it later)

Anyway.... this is what he decided to write......

? View topic - Pauls Acknowledgemnt Page

 

[Linda Brown]

Notice that he does finally give his " Forum" some credit for helping him and encouraging him.

I find it interesting that he makes such a point about this work being "unfinished".

So why hasn't he finished the job he started?

Why would someone spend six years on a project like this and then turn his back on it.

Someone has recently suggested to me that Paul realized that if he withdrew all of the parts of his books that he knew I was expecting him to withdraw...... that the entire heart of his book would have been gutted and he would have been left with nothing. Perhaps someone mentioned to him that he had over reached his authority in his writing by including so much of my own personal story and that he had no contract with me to cover that..... Perhaps it was just easier to throw it out there unedited.

I am not sure WHY he published the work the way he did. It was not something that I expected from him certainly because he had represented himself to me as a professional writer. Have any of you seen a professional publish a work without any editing or even proof reading at all?

I still have told Paul that I believe the work that he did accomplish ( even with all of its flaws) was really the finest Biography written so far about Dad. Of course, It has also been the only officially authorized work and it upsets me that Paul did such a disservice to his own reputation by presenting it the way that he did. He stresses in this Acknowledgement Page that THIS IS JUST A FIRST DRAFT..... and I hope eventually that he will make good on that statement. And I hope that I can help him see the new information that is bubbling to the surface that he didn't have when he quit.....

 

[Linda Brown]

Here are a few quotes from Paul Schatzkins Acknowledgement Page from the " Parallel Universe of T. Townsend Brown" Maybe we can talk about some of these statements?

"The book you are about to read is a compilation of material originally published in
periodic installments to the World Wide Web between September, 2005 and March,
2008.
It must be stated emphatically here that this is the first draft of a work that, due to the
unusual nature of its underlying material, necessarily remains very much a “work in
progress.” As such, you can expect to see typos, grammatical errors, and all the other
blemishes that you’d expect of a “first draft.” There is good reason for that.

An enormous amount of research has gone into this undertaking since it began in earnest
in the spring of 2003. Still, there remains a great deal about the life and work of Thomas
Townsend Brown which remains hidden  apparently concealed by forces and for
reasons unknown and perhaps unknowable. It is not only that much of Brown’s work
was officially “classified;” there is also the bizarre specter that much of his work is truly
“secret,” beyond the reach of even those official institutions that do all the classifying.


This is, or is at least supposed to be, a book about science, and offer a fair represention of
a man who devoted his life to both the theory and practice of what appears to have been
an unorthodox school of physics. It is first and foremost a biography, and as such should
find its foundation in a steady narrative stream of verifiable facts. But the curious nature
of Townsend Brown’s life is that the substantial record of his existence is, oddly…
nonexistent.

Until such time as some kind of further evidence is revealed, this “first draft” is offered
as marker to establish as much as we do know now. There is no telling where the
necessary information will come from  or when.




THAT much..... I agree with.....

But this statement......
But the curious nature
of Townsend Brown’s life is that the substantial record of his existence is, oddly…
nonexistent.I find ridiculous. .... and agenda riddled. Linda

 

[Linda Brown]

Continuing on this thought.....am I not right in sensing something terribly fishy going on here? The man writes above that the actual interaction with the Forum continues

"The book you are about to read is a compilation of material originally published in periodic installments to the World Wide Web between September, 2005 and March, 2008."

Thats a span of 30 months.... am I right? Thats when he actually started posting the work that he was doing, chapter at a time. He had contacted me in November of 2002 and we had signed our contract together by April of 2003.... so he spent a full two years before this just " gathering information"

Now.......he throws up his hands and makes that kind of ridiculous statement.... that a " substantial record of Townsend Browns existance is oddly nonexistant?" (600 pages of material is nonexistant?????)

Well.... after the meeting with Mikado it might as well have been wiped off the face of the earth.... when an author publishes his work without even doing one page of proofreading he is intentionally burying it. What professional writer would do that? Who would do that? A person who means to bury the story would be one of them. Am I wrong in coming to that conclusion?

It would take an imbecile to miss that there were odd and important holes in Dads history. And Paul was not stupid. The fact that there were major holes in Dads story does not discount the value of what he had already written.

He spent all of that time. collected all of that information and then after a single meeting with Mikado.....suddenly quit?

And Mikado tries to bluff all of us by bellowing that he had nothing to do with it? He calls me names and throws insults.... but what is he still trying to do? His object seems to me to be to keep people from actually seeing what was happening around Dad. Its a carefully played out agenda. First..... wipe Pauls legs out from under him..... then control any future development of the information and Forum Interest by controlling and finally shutting down the second Forum ( ttownsendbrown.com..... know otherwise as " The Hut) ...... and after that..... to constantly berate me publically.

A thought came to me in the middle of the night.

Sometimes a painting can be made on a canvas by paying attention to the negative spaces.. ...... the artist does not have to concentrate on the object in front of him but the spaces around the opject.... In other words..... for example.... the space between a figures elbow and his body. If you examine and concentrate on that area and the other spaces like it...... surrounding that figure..... the form of the body appears..... where it might not have been seen before.

Thats how I am beginning to look at Dads story.

Where Paul quit because he could not find things about Townsend Brown.... I am going to explore those odd vacancies..... and I believe using this method that more information will become obvious to all of us.

Its just another way of looking at things.

The Acknowledgement Page was something that was so important to me that I actually had included the writing of it as part of the contract that Paul and I signed. I had wanted to make sure that he properly thanked those around him for the help that I knew he would get in the writing of it. When he published that book on the Internet in early January he forgot about that clause. He had never planned to write that page at all. Not at all.

The only reason that he did write what you all can read now is that he was legally threatened to " rectify" that problem or remove that book and all of his work and restore everything to me... Our contract would have been broken. He didn't expect to hear from my lawyer. In fact... I think that he had forgotten that particular clause in our contract... it was something that I had required be added to the first draft of our agreement.

So I am considering the Acknowledgement Page just one section of the negative space that was meant to surround Dads story. Its something that Paul did not want to write.... and I believe that when he was forced into that action he left us with information that we would not have seen before.

Its an interesting read.

Linda

 

[hobbit]

Linda Brown,
Pauls description of those named( who wasn't?) is interesting.
He was clearly lost as to why I was there at all.
He was more than helped by the forum, it was a collective of multiple different perspectives , all adding into the pie(Phi) mixture.
All sensing a belonging within such a collective, and when the sudden halt occured....alllllllll ready to throttle Paul.
Before that halt ...Paul was held in high esteem( He still is)

 

[Linda Brown]

So if the combined thought is to somehow invite Paul back into the effort... I will not stand in the way.

I am a big girl. I can get over bruised feelings and disappointment.

He has so much promise.

I really do think that at the time he was under anothers direction . Perhaps without really realizing the danger of it..... or even the reality of it.

I would LIKE to think that his actions were not something that Paul planned from the very first. If that was the case.... then I really have lost my faith in humanity.

Linda

 

[Linda Brown]

Linda Brown,
Pauls description of those named( who wasn't?) is interesting.
He was clearly lost as to why I was there at all.
He was more than helped by the forum, it was a collective of multiple different perspectives , all adding into the pie(Phi) mixture.
All sensing a belonging within such a collective, and when the sudden halt occured....alllllllll ready to throttle Paul.
Before that halt ...Paul was held in high esteem( He still is)

In the short span of time where Paul was talking to me after he quit and walked away from the project I did ask him....... WHY?????? WHY did you do this????? and his answer on the phone was...." I don't know".

Perhaps now that he has had some time to think about it all he could offer some enlightenment that might help all of us move forward.

Linda