I would like to share these messages with you folks
? View topic - Kitselman and Brown pre 1950
It belongs here too I think because the sentiments I believe are shared.
"Soloma.... I want to address you first and personally. I have been watching your interactions "over there" and I can see the intelligence in your moves... even though sometimes , they do not.
I have not reached out for either Nancy or John because quite frankly...with the kind of diversion John has surrounded himself with ( I liked the wig, wondered where he got it!) I didn't need even more of that here. When you reached out for them did you expect not to have interactions with other.... ummmm... whats a good word? Watchers?
If what they are doing with their equipment is useful then more power to them, as Dad would say. Nancy seems to be a positive influence in his life. She keeps him grounded yet understands that he is not really " from here"
Last time I heard anything about it all was that his equipment was being offered for sale on Ebay and that there had been "no takers"... I haven't really kept up with their activities since. I figured that there were enough people "watching" me already.... I didn't need volunteers from the crew that has been following him for so many years.
If no one understands what mean by the above then read some of my Chapters of the Good-Bye Man and you will realize that I have been dealing with being "shadowed" my entire life. I am sorta used to it by now. And I am sure that it has become a fact of life for Nancy too.
From what I have read about her.... and her experiences with John.... she has my wholehearted emotional and spiritual goodwishes. He needs her and I think that she is meant to be at his side. Its not easy keeping your feet on the ground when your heart is in the stars.
I figure that she and I will cross paths if we are meant to. And if there is a way that I can help them both then that will happen too.
Soloma..... You say this in your message to me....
Linda you asked for an explanation, you get it. I always like you though I think you and perhaps others here would benefit from not always thinking the worst....
And here is my first blush response to your first words.......
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ALL OF US WILL BENEFIT FROM NOT ALWAYS THINKING THE WORSE.
WELCOME TO THE HUMAN FAMILY.
more soon...... I see that renegades from some "area" have decided to come to my forum without permission. I do not know where they are from..... though OBVIOUSLY they want us to think that they are from Zorgons crew. I am not necessarily buying that.
Remember an old movie with Kirt Douglas? It was called " The Enemy Below"
The jist of it was that a sub was hunhting what it thought was one enemy..... when in fact there were two out there.... the mystery sub was causing all kinds of havoc.... intentionally and for its own agenda. In his dreams Douglas could hear the whine of its torpedoes as they approached.
And all I have to say right now is...." Hello Black sub.....you will never know when the Crazy Ivan will happen.... I am just letting you know that I can hear you and I know that you are there."
If there are those of you who don't know what I am talking about.... don't worry about it. There are plenty more who know EXACTLY what I mean.
I will get back to more of your message Soloma. Thank you for joining us. I am looking forward to interacting with you. I think that you asked some very important questions regarding Beau Kitselmans work and meanings.....
Linda
by Linda Brown » Sun Sep 01, 2013 3:24 pm
Hi Dan.... slowly getting back to what you wrote earlier. You posted this and I will add my responses in color.....
"This seems important to me, no one else stepped up on glp to help. I suggested you Linda not knowing your father was one of John`s inspirations, I thought all the smart people that gravitate to you might be interested in helping.( and I appreciate that Dan but perhaps you also didn't realize what a quagmire both John and I have had to deal with for so long and sometimes interacting can cause more trouble for each of us than we are prepared to deal with at this particular time. Do you have an idea of the scope of what I am saying here yet? It might take awhile to actually see it.) I also helped bump the idea and cross link it with related threads to help bring awareness, after all their intention resonates with me. After a time, I was called Nancy & John`s shill, which is obviously not the case. ( Yes, of course and I was one who followed up on your statements on that score. But I wasn't the only one.)
I embraced this "shill" tag utilizing it my Hello Stupid! thread while giving background on why I was posting, I was having fun. You all must know this part but seem to think it is a big deal where in reality it is not. ( All ready figured!) All of this is available for you to figure out through various links you have access to.
I do not know what went down with you all and PRC but I will say this, they as well as some of you here need to grow up."
The point I am making here is that.... though you MIGHT think all of this is perhaps just a toy topic to be played around with..... there are others here who have spent their whole lives here and we know how desperately important this is.... for a newcomer to dismiss it as not a big deal when you don't even have a grasp of the importance of it is sort of an insult.
You said :I was having fun some of us who have spent our entire lives at this and ITS NO GAME." in the simple definition yet it is
And Thats important! If we are not having fun then we are on the wrong track... There should be joy in everything we do here. I am having fun too!!!!So perhaps we really don't need to be told to "grow up" by the newcomer to the "game in the sandlot...... Do you see what is happening?the biggest " game " in the Universe.
As I said.... we ALL need to " Grow up" and time is short. So forgive me if I take things more seriously here than makes some comfortable. You came into this playing at it.... You have a wonderful intelligence.... I just think that you may have overlooked what is actually happening here.
If you didn't recognize the importance of all of this I am sure that the truth is finally reaching you.
Lets go forth. Remembering what it is like to play like children.... but think with the wisdom of the elders of ancient times...............
Linda Brown