Lady of Light

I just need to vent a little. I know I shouldn't let it get to me, but sometimes, people just rub me the wrong way. That's an understatement, but I really don't want to be too rude.

Why is it, that some people, no matter what, have to manipulate every other human being around them as well as every single situation they are in? And then, when things don't go the way they anticipate, they always, and I mean ALWAYS, play the victim!

I am so fed up with this kind of action in this world. I try to send more love to those who do this kind of thing because they need it most, but sometimes, I get overloaded and can't handle it.

I guess it's good that I have this blog option here for just this sort of venting. Kinda handy I guess.

I really don't care if anyone actually reads this. Like I said, I'm just venting. Getting some of this stress off my chest. I've got a lot on my mind right now with these individuals and work and all kinds of stuff. More stuff than I have time for. I'm surprised I found time to blog this.

Oh well, I kinda feel a little better now. One thing off my mind. One of many, but I don't want to get into too much right now. Maybe I'll sit down another time and blog some more.

As positive as I am all the time, sometimes it gets hard and I crack. I lash out at those that I love most. But I think that's only because they are there and they know that I love them and don't mean to harm them but words fly. Nothing attacking, but more of a rant of anger. I am extremely grateful that I could never physically harm another human being. I have a hard time verbally attacking others, but if I have no choice, they'll hear it from me. I have no problem putting someone in their place when it comes down to it.

Words are the most powerful thing we have. And I guess that's what the whole manipulation thing boils down to. Words. Well, I do like to beat them at their own game. Manipulate the manipulators I guess.

BTW, if those who I am talking about are reading this, so be it. You will never win this game you have going with me and my family. Be mad. Cry your crocodile tears. I am always one step ahead of you. You will never beat me or bring me down to the point where I will not quickly get back up. Enough is enough. I will never give up my fight. Not with you, not with anyone. Will you?

I don't live my life based on fear. If I did, I don't think I would get through this life. I stand up for what I believe in. I stand up for what is right. And I stand up for those who cannot stand up for themselves. I am love and light. Infinite conciousness.


Great read and i am sorry that i did not read this sooner you are an inspiration to many thank you for this......ricklbert


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i came to this site earlier for the near death experence. i wanted post my experence from when i was 4 years old. o and people play the victim because thay feel like one of the manipulie let them down, just a nother way of not taking responsibility:)


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melady, those that manipulate live from fear. in your place see it as a test, be who you are and be honest and clear, no single human bean will be able to influence you, good luck, :)


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You're right and good read, I know sometimes we jus have to let off some steam and sometimes it happens around those we love. Fortunate that a simple I'm Sorry, will usually always work afterward. Because they love us back.
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Lady of Light

Sorry everyone, it would seem like I've been ignoring all of your comments. I wasn't, I just tend to forget about the blog section and I don't get notification when someone responds.

This happened so long ago now, it was back at the beginning of 2009 when all this took place. So, thanks ImmortalGemini527, but all is OK now. :) I've moved way way beyond this now.

No, kotn, I have not met your mother, lol. From the sound of the comment, she must be an awful lot like these people.

Thank you all for the comments! It's greatly appreciated.

Linda Brown

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I just discovered this. Makes me smile. Not that you were having problems coping with family and friends etc but at the way that you dealt with it. Yea!

I also noticed something odd which may or may not mean anything. You have a member who flashed a message to you named ImmortalGemini527? This may or may not be the individual who contacted me during my first encounter with outside Forums ( The History Channel after someone started a thread about the Townsend Brown Notebooks).... a discussion about Astral Traveling began ( something I know next to nothing about) but this fellow mentioned that he had met a " Green-Eyed Rusky" during his experiences...........if this is the same fellow.... then I wanted to tell him that the same person has contacted me.... but luckily for me.... on this side, and in person. I just wanted him to know that. Thanks Linda

Lady of Light


You could always shoot him a PM and see if he responds. I haven't seen ImmortalGemini527 on for quite a while now. If it IS him, I'm sure he may respond. :)