Linda Brown's "Rain On The Windows Papers" - A Continuation

[Lady of Light]

I will give you what I get, as usual.

There is 1 thing that I'm not sure if it belongs HERE or on the Pegasus thread, but I'll put it here anyway. There was a vision a few weeks back and it wasn't able to be shared until right now, and since something is pushing me to write this, I'm thinking now that it has something to do with THIS. Either way, here goes.

The number "25" followed by the symbol for Libra (the image similar to Omega with a line under it). I'll post a picture.





That's all for now. I hope this makes sense somewhere.

 

[Linda Brown]

Thank you Lady of Light.... oddly the number 25 does have a particular meaning for me... the symbol is a mystery at the moment... but someone may be able to help me with that....and again strangely.... that information would also be attached to the number 25.... so maybe I just have to go and find out for myself huh?

For some very strange reason the name of Beau Kitselman ( one of Dads best friends) has been repeatedly coming up in our research.... both with Jan ( my editor) and myself....I don't know if this symbol has something to do with him, or not.....but that would not surprise me at all. I will let you know what develops!

Thank you, as always. Linda

 

[Linda Brown]

Lady of Light.... I have been thinking more and more about the symbol that you mentioned but still I have to report nothing has surfaced for me yet. I trust that you have seen clearly. I imagine that he time is just not right yet.

I recently wrote a message on my website mentioning that Dads birthday was coming up ( March 18th) and special things usually happen to me on that date... so perhaps.... more will be revealed somehow.

I have been involved in rereading and making some subtle changes to the Memoir that I had written a couple of years ago. After a sort of " expansion with more written content and selected pictures" it will be offered as a hardback edition. But there is alot of work that still needs to be done.

And of course I am still very aware that much of the material that I know NOW can simply not be presented in the form of this Memoir.... even the expanded version... and will have to wait for a Novel to be written.... some of this material simply can not be presented in todays world as non fiction....so thats something that will be dealt with later....

If its alright I would like to share a copy of what I had posted.

by Linda Brown » Sat Mar 16, 2013 4:27 am

Minoo.....Thats right... Your Dad and mine almost shared the same birthday! Dad would have been 108 on March 18th. That anniversary always brings special things to me. Not sure what is going to happen this year.... On Dads birthday one year "Morgan" ( Now " Logan , of course) walked up to me as I was feeding my old horse Shadetree... seemingly .... straight out of the desert.... if you have read my Memoir you will remember that I was so shocked to see him ( remember I had been told that he had died in 1987) that I put my hand up in sort of a "Halt" gesture. Self defense emotionally perhaps. How could he just stroll back into my life like that. Apparently he could because after hesitating a moment he walked into my hand....I could feel his heart beating.... but here is the thing that always puzzled me.... His clothing was cool....Perhaps he had just stepped out of an air conditioned SUV.... perhaps from the same one that arrived in a swirl of dust in just a few moments..... He still would have had to walk a fair distance because I would have seen it otherwise.. and Shadetrees reaction to his sudden appearance was a started move that the old horse just never did. Nothing shocked Shadetree.... Until "Morgan" showed up.

I remember when we first discussed that Mikado kept asking me about that moment when I put my hand on his chest... or rather... Morgan " walked into my palm".... he very pointedly asked me to remember what that was like and he seemed fascinated that my report was that he felt " cool"....

I have a strong impression now about what Mikado was " getting at".... and I have actually known what all that meant for quite a long time now... but my conclusions are not something that I could introduce into a memoir where I REALLY had to stay on this side of the boundaries of our current reality.... but when Logan and I get together to write the " fiction" soon .... I will be able to tell HIS side of that meeting. Alot more going on there and then that I had any concept of on Daddys birthday March 18, 2004.

The next day I was on a road trip... driving by myself... "Morgan" had simply said.... Drive East... I will catch up "... which on the second day he certainly did. I had told George that I was going to meet with Paul to discuss the book...( true enough) and he knew that I had emptied some of the files at the house with very important papers......... You will laugh Minoo.... I am looking at my calendar book for that year... ( I always keep very good records.... that is.... when records can be kept)... From the 19th of March through the 28th I simply wrote..... Lost in Time Warp... Tennessee... etc...)

The next month I simply wrote " No records kept"............In May I simply wrote in blue pen

May 3rd. Ireland May 4th Ireland May 5th Bahamas May 6th Bermuda......... but........I never missed fixing Georges meals. Thats also something that makes no sense in the real world that we know. Perhaps only you would understand.

So those of you who have read " The Good-Bye Man".... Smashwords — The Good-Bye Man — A book by Linda Brown

You must know that very little of what happened on that trip was actually mentioned and when it was it was carefully veiled. I think I said something strange.... about feeling like "Wendy surrounded by Lost Boys in a Peter Pan adventure!!!" Something like that.

And even after that trip I spent alot of time telling myself that it had all been a dream... the trip that Morgan and I shared... and the return to my home in the desert when he actually leased a home nearby.... (just making sure that I was going to alright here... George had been pretty upset....back to threatening about how we were going to have this serious TALK when I got home. He had mentioned divorce more than once. I kept waiting for him to have that serious talk but it never quite materialized. I believe that Morgan was just hanging out to be sure that my marriage was not going to self destruct. Not sure if he wanted that to happen or not....

But soon we had our " good-bye" special dinner where he introduced me to the man I know now as " Twigsnapper"... Morgan told me that where he was going he would not be able to even think about anything that was happening with Paul... or anyone... and I knew that he was referring to me... looking back it all seems so unreal.... but the blue formal dress that I wore that evening is hanging in the back of my closet. I even put it on the other day.... just to try to capture those moments again.

Being involved in this rewrite is exhausting emotionally... trust me.

LindaLinda Brown


Lady of Light..... On that trip to Tennessee " Morgan" encouraged me to take along the papers that I had referred to as the " Rain on the Windows Papers." After I said goodbye to Paul ( the writer of Dads Biography) Morgan met me at my motel room to help me load my bags into the red rental car I had gotten for the trip..... before we left however he spread those papers all over....( just as you had seen)....and then very quickly scooped up two sections.... the larger group of papers he kept.... the smaller he handed back to me....these are the papers that Pimander was so interested in following.... and others too.... I wonder now.... what was in the rest of them that was so important that he had to pull them back into what I can only consider as safe keeping.

What a trail this is. Linda

 

[Lady of Light]

Was that the blue dress that I had the vision of a woman (that I KNOW was YOU) was wearing at that gathering?

With all that travel, so strangely, so quickly, and having it be like a dreamworld, a fantasy, surreal to you, and the sudden appearance of that man, makes me wonder what kinds of technology were involved in your little trip. I've been wanting to delve back into seeing things on your end, but have been stopped several times. The time feels right now to try again. I, as usual, will let you know what I come up with.

As for that symbol, when I initially saw it, I thought "Ohms", but then, with that line under it, knew that wasn't right. I knew I had seen it before, it then came to me, "Zodiac". With the 25 going hand in hand, naturally, I connected it to September 25th; not sure if that's the RIGHT connection and wanted to see if it meant anything to anyone before giving MY analogy of it, but here we are.

So, that being said, does September 25th mean anything?

 

[Linda Brown]

I have had my planning calendars in front of me and following your lead I have checked back a couple of years ... looking at ONLY what I wrote on that date. Its interesting... because normally its filled with just notes on my Kennel operations...

Sept 25th 2008
I wrote " Send photos to Mikado. Discussion on JDB ver Smith.
(How odd Lady of Light. I don't remember sending Mikado pictures AT ALL. and why the comment JDB ver Smith?) I made no other comment. This tells me to forcus on the activities surrounding this action... and my comments.....

Sept 25th 2009.... just kennel notes....I mention a vet appointment and puppy shots.

Sept 25th 2010... wash dogs! Just " kennelwork"

Sept 25th 2011 I made the note
" Was BANNED FROM THE HUT" Sent $330.00 to Tom on account.

Sept 25th 2012... only says.... "Kennelwork"

What will happen 2013?

The secret lies I believe in my interaction here with Mikado.... in all the dates... that was a turning point for me.... BANNED FROM THE HUT..... and the note about money on account.... to Tom was the note that I had started my new forums and was paying for them to be set up. So you can see that I wasted NO TIME in reaching out to those members who I could not reach when I suddenly realized that I could no longer reply to messages on the HUT and had effectively been " thrown off". This has EVERYTHING to do with Mikados interaction with me.

September 25th 2013???? huh...... Very interesting.

My life is changing so quickly right now that there is know telling just yet...at least with my powers of perception....<g>.... with what that means. I will certainly be watching that date.

I can not remember the pictures that I may have sent to Mikado nor what they mean NOW.... but the spotlight is sure on them... and his activities it seems......

I had forgotten your mention of a blue dress in your vision.... I do remember now that you mentioned an elevator and having some information handed to you. I need to look that whole thing over again because as the path opens under our feet its instructive to see what we were both told. Thanks so much!!!!! Linda

 

[Linda Brown]

Lady of Light.... Jans ( Roses) husband is an Astrologer and he has suggested that the information we are talking about here might also lend itself to looking at another date so she said I should go back through my calendar and check out October 18th also... and look how interesting this becomes...

2004.... Drive to Kent in rain... see house in Pa.... overnight PJ party with Boston.
2005... drop off pup to new home
2006... Kennel work, laundry
2007....blank
2008 ...Kennelwork
2009... Kennelwork
2010..... Overnight Oklahoma City...start early, bound for Clarksburg WV. Meeting with Mikado, Plad and others.

2011.....five pups born
2012..... housework ( arrived home yesterday, train from Harrisbrg.)

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The first thing that I notice of course is the first entry which I wrote about in my Memoir and the reference to the PJ Party is the nightlong discussion with the man alternately called " Twigsnapper" or " Boston" here. He told me so much about my Mom and Dad and some of my Dads activities that I had never even guessed before this.... of all of the dates to " pull out" of an astrological reading.... this certainly would be the most important!!!!!! Especially now that I am going over all of my notes for this rewrite and this will be the only chance that I will have to make sure that I haven't forgotten anything at all.

I take it as positive help.

And looking at the other comments... each a year a part. I realize how very much I have poured into my Kennel operations and yes how much I will miss it but it is time to move on now to something else. Revamping everything so that I am simply going to be listed as a " Private Kennel".... I have made arrangements to send some of my really outstanding bitches to terrific homes which will possibly utilize them in their breeding programs...others I am just going to retire.... looking forward to having more fun, more travel and less work and I am sure they are too!!!!!

Linda

 

[Lady of Light]

I'm a little confused about how "25" followed by the sign for Libra could equate to October 18th, but ok, sure, if that fits. I'm curious though. Again, I relay and am but a messenger.

 

[Linda Brown]

Yes, I don't know how those things connect either but I am sure that we both will find out in the future because nothing that is happening here is random.

25 to me is a route number and the trip had already been planned.... specific to meeting someone who has come out of the shadows to talk about possible connections between himself and Dad and Mr. Twigsnapper....He has credentials that verify his experiences in the CIA during the Berlin Tunnel age.....I have no proof YET that he and Dad were in the tunnel at the same time.... ( same month March, same year 1956) but he is able to give me a whole lot more interesting material than I have had before and oddly he seems compelled somehow to help....

I still don't understand the symbol that you have seen but I am watching out for it.

Linda

 

[Lady of Light]

Again, I only relay what I am given. I don't limit myself to what I have gotten out of something, as there are infinite possibilities for everything. Still curious though and probably always will be, even if given an explanation, lol.

I only know that it is important, and had to be delivered when it was. What it means, or meant or will mean is yet to be seen.

 

[Linda Brown]

I respond the same way to incoming information Lady of Light. What has been flooding in to me, especially today... I have no way of understandling completely. The only thing I can do is repond to what I do notice at the time... and save the rest for when my mentallity.... or whatever it is that I need to understand fully.... catches up. As Twigsnapper says of some of his little stories which have helped inform me...." Pick up and carry what you can... leave the rest on the floor for later."

Jan ( Rose) got back to me with this explanation on the " signs".... ( something I have never even studied)

The astrological year begins on the spring equinox, not on January. Thus each month encompasses two signs. Dec, for example includes Sagitarrius and Capricorn. September is Virgo/ libra. October is libra/ Scorpio.
The signs are each 30 days or degrees, therefore, 25 libra falls in October, .

We are now in Pisces, the last sign of the Zodiac, said to be the old souls who have progressed through all the other signs. After the Spring Equinox, the astrological year begins again, starting with Aries, the first sign of the Zodiac.

Anyway, I hope this helped.

So the new start comes with the Spring Equinox. A new beginning. Linda

 

[Lady of Light]

Thank you for that. That DOES make sense. The 25th day of the sign of Libra. I hadn't looked at it that way at all.

Interesting.... It is quite possible that BOTH dates have some significance. I find it also interesting that BOTH dates, on different years, have something to do with Mikado. There is a MUCH deeper "bond" between the two of you; deeper than either of you may ever know or come to realize. Interesting, so very very interesting...

Remember, his symbolism was within the first bit of visions that I got for you. A MUCH deeper "bond" indeed.

 

[Linda Brown]

Looking back over what we have shared here I notice that one of the first messages on the calendar was that I had sent " Photos to Mikado".... Yet for some reason I have no memory of what those photos were... why can't I remember. I usually ALWAYS can remember details like that... especially when I have made the effort to back them up with a note either on a calendar or in my journals....

So if nothing else that point was important to be brought to the surface since I am collecting photos to be used in the rewrite of the Memoir....

Mikado has recently mentioned that he is writing a Memoir too. I am sure it is going to be slanted toward "How Linda Brown misled me".... (that seems to be his over riding theme here and elsewhere)... He has expanded this crusade to include the author of Dads Biography... Paul Schatzkin.....( though to my knowledge Paul has never authroized Mikados acting on his behalf in any way.)

My point has always been..... If during the six years that we were working together on a daily basis.... Paul was upset with me over ANYTHING... then why didn't he say anything to me?

Why is it alright for Mikado to manufacture this " slight" from me..... and build it into such a major problem? The only reason that Mikado did that, I think, was so that he could continue to involve himself in this story after I had walked away from the carefully conctructed control unit that he had built around me.

I learned that he and his companions on the " Hut" had planned to use me as their " Mascot" while they ran a "program" that Mikado admitted I knew only 20% about... I was supposed to " TRUST" him... Well... I didn't..... I got sideways in the harness that they had constructed around me.... and they couldn't control the situation anymore so they closed off my authority to reach the members on the Hut Forum... isolating me from all of them.... Only they didn't figure that I would immediately start my own Forums....Mikado has been on a warpath against me ever since.... Strangely our path with those numbers and my calendar has pointed up that exact day. THAT is NO COincidence!

 

[Lady of Light]

THAT is NO COincidence!

Nothing ever is.

 

[Lady of Light]

I'm making this note HERE because it is the only thread fitting as this message is related.

I will be away for a while, not sure how long. I am taking a much needed "vacation" from outer influences so that I can get back to where I need to be. This of course will help with my ability to look into the matter of these papers, as well as everything else in life. I will be away from either today or tomorrow (I haven't decided yet) and don't know when I'll be back.

For now, if there is anything important, please consult Rumas, as he is the only one who will be able to reach me where I will be at. Rumas will be monitoring everything while I'm away.

I'll see you all down the road.

 

[Linda Brown]

• View topic - Beginning the Research for the NEW BOOK

Transferring a message written there to here too... because the Rain on the Windows papers are mentioned and for some reason it seems important to share between the two forums....


"by Linda Brown » Sat Mar 23, 2013 3:51 pm

Never said that I didn't believe in God Steve.... or in the " workings" of " God"

I just don't generally name that Force.

Dad never did either.

I first balked at referring to using the word "God" because then traditionally I would have to refer to that force as "Him".....and I didn't like that distinction....nothing against the masculine of course.... but most of our religions are very paternalistic. It works for many people... not for me... we all have choices.

Dad always referred to " The GREAT DESIGN".... and I sort of liked that.... almost as if the process itself had its own abilities to interact........

I do believe that everything is in connection with this process.... that the " variations" that Dad kept noticing were indeed " communications" in the most basic of ways... and through the levels of this interaction we can find specific instructions... once we learn more of what we are dealing with....

I believe that this " intelligence" reached out to bring Dad into an organization which would put him in contact with OTHERS..... They needed his natural intellect and talents to combine with theirs... and during those specific years they all had a mission together.

In my own life I have seen that happen with others close to me...some have even called it a " response to being " called"... Some "respond" without ever realizing that they are doing that.

In the papers that I found a long time ago ( the Rain on the Windows Papers) the idea promoted was sort of a prophecy of things in the future....Dads note was dated 1944... He said " Daughter these words are as true as the Rain on the Window above your head." I had to wait for those words to come true... a few days after he died I sat at his desk rereading those " Papers". When I hit that section.... I looked above me.... and being in a Quonset Hut at the time.... I could clearly see the raindrops falling on the slanted window directly above me......When he wrote " daughter"....in 1944..... remember that I was not born until the last month of 1945.

Sometimes before information means anything to you....I have come to believe that You have to be in the right place, at the right time..both physically and mentally.. Words written in the past can leap forward....to finally have an effect now........I believe that each of us is offered a choice..... of either interacting with the positive, the negative... or doing absolutely nothing at all and choosing the "neutral" lifestyle.

And though I don't believe in " evil" as some describe it.... I do understand that the world IS divided into positive and negative actions... and I can not ignor the force that represents the " other side".... as much as I would like to......

Its such a wondrous adventure! Linda

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And Lady of Light.... my thoughts are with you.............. Linda

 

[Lady of Light]

Well, I'm officially back, but unofficially here, lol. I'll be around if I'm needed. I'm feeling MUCH better after my MUCH needed vacation alone. More to post on THAT another time in another thread.

 

[Linda Brown]

I am happy you are home and refreshed.... sometimes it just takes that total disconnect.

I have a major question of you. Are you aware of the sightings of the large triangle recently over Detroit, which I understand is not too far South of you. I remember before you left that you were hearing that odd humming noise and even.... trying to remember your post.... went outside to try to identify where it was coming from.....

Now there have been reports of this large Manta Shaped UFO that has appeared but this time... notice.... there is a " deep rumbling noise" associated with it. I suggest that whatever that thing was doing.... it was somehow associated with the noise that you heard earlier... and I suspect that they were using a sort of " sonar" to search out for deep tunnels.... which would have been the source of the strange noise that so many have been hearing.....

I don't know who to cheer for at this particular time. Those doing the tunneling and trying to hide out from the " Manta Triangles" or the Black Triangles trying to discover what operation has been going on right under our noses for so long. I believe that there are two groups in operation here and because we don't know whats going on at all we are just silly and uninformed bystanders. Maybe its time to stop that.

Linda

 

[Lady of Light]

I only heard about the UFO(s) over Detroit after I was home. I don't even know what day(s) that took place. It's very possible that the 2 are related, which also gets me thinking that if it IS some sort of sonar or something from above, then maybe only some people, and not all people can hear it. There are obviously enough that CAN hear it to make it "real", so yay for that. Two groups? Or perhaps more? Yes, I totally agree that we need to all become informed. It's time to take the blinders off.

Because of that rest period and the almost total detachment, I believe my abilities have become stronger in certain areas, which is what I needed.

 

[Catspaw56]

The dreams I had some while back, were about a large manta shaped UFO. The nightmare, that was not exactly a nightmare, two nights ago, was reminiscent of the nigh I woke up in the middle of an abduction. Not eager to relive that one.


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[Lady of Light]

On May 6th, after waking during the night, I was kept awake by a couple of visions. I can't help but think they are related here. Maybe this thread, maybe one of the others, I don't quite know, but I think I'll keep my visions in this one here because that's where they started.

Now, I WAS going to start a new thread for this not knowing whether it was related or not, but thought about it for a few days and thought "what the heck" and now I will post it here.

Alright, alright, enough with my long-winded-ness.

The vision:

I could see what appeared to be a strange contraption which the words "particle accelerator" came loud and clear, it was not huge, but of a submarine-like? shape. There was the skeleton of the device with a core of some sort. There were people around it, not many, but I couldn't really see them. The building that it was in, I want to say some sort of hangar?, but not sure. I could see 1 wall clearly was an outside wall because it had small windows (garage door-like) along the top, separated into sections. The room was well lit.

There is now a man walking into the room. He is wearing a brown military uniform. I see him from behind walking up to the particle accelerator. He has something in his right hand carrying it down to his side, looks like a note pad or clipboard or something of that nature.

Now there is a man (might be the same one) is sitting or squatting holding a yellow large notepad above him writing something down. The notepad is the type that flips over the top. The look of him reminds me of the actor Ken Berry (Vint from Mama's Family).


That's all for visions, however, prior to the visions, and what woke me, was a very vivid strange dream which I will get into either later today or sometime coming up soon. It is written in front of me on paper and I will relay it here because what is contained within that dream I do believe pertains to you Linda, and maybe you'll get more out of it than me.